You Played Games

You buzzed me on Facebook

and said Hi

I was expecting a brief conversation but it took forever

I don't know what to expect

So, I carried on

You asked me about my friend

So I thought, 'Hey, he really likes my friend'

But then you went on and on about relationship

Asking me whether I have fallen in love

You asked me who that person is

And I can't say

I was afraid to say

I was really afraid to say

I am afraid of rejection

I am afraid of disappointment

I have never done this before

So, I am afraid.

You lectured me about what relationship really about

You said 'Relationship is something to think about till the end'

I don't really get what you are trying to say

But I took it in

You know that you know who that someone is

I am pretty sure that you know who that someone is

Because I am after all a BAD LIAR

However, due to the signs I read before I really thought

'Hey, he likes my friend'

At the end of the conversation I can really feel that something is Off

I know that rejection is coming after all the talks

So, I braved out and just say who that person is

I want to know the response but I am just so afraid of the answer I might get

I am afraid and I am scared

I don't know what to expect

I know you must hate me right now

Especially after you called me three times

But, I am afraid.

Maybe tomorrow.

I don't know.

Sorry for not picking up

But, I am not ready to hear the verdict.