If You Are Feeling Disgust. Please Tell!

Hey peeps,

Just telling you guys who I am really~

I am the kind of person that "If I say I don't like, I'll tell you that and no back-stab".

I am the kind of person that "I like everyone until that someone irritates me".

I am the kind of person that "If you don't like me. Fine. Just don't talk bad about me behind my back".

I am the kind of person that " I can ignore you whenever I want".

I am the kind of person that "If you mess with me, I'll be patient but if you cross the border I'll give back whatever you have given me in the most uncomfortable way you can think of" and so far that has never happened before.

I am the kind of person that "I'll protect my friends and I know who they are. If you have any problem with them, that's between you guys but when my name appear in the problem. I'll shoot"

I am the kind of person that "I hate to mind others business but if they come to me and tell, I just listen and I will not get involved".

I am the kind of person that "I trust my friends so easily and I thought that they are honestly befriended me".

I am the kind of person that "I don't get frustrated so easily but once I do, it's the end".

I am the kind of person that "It's hard for me to take what ever that I have done seriously. Jokes I mean".

I am the kind of person that "I thought when I am joking people will not take my words seriously".

I am the kind of person that "I pretty much give advice to everyone but you are big enough to think the right thing. So, I don't give a DAMN if you follow the advice or not".

I am the kind of person that "I hate BACK-STABBER"

I am the kind of person that "Firm with my stand"

I am the kind of person that "I befriended everyone".

I am the kind of person that "It is hard for me to believe that my friends who actually talk bad about me"

I am the kind of person that "I know that these things will happen eventually".

Insya Allah by Maher Zain

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame


Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

Truly 1 Malaysia

I am Happy. My parents and brother came to Kuantan. Miss them DAMN much! I appreciate them for coming. THANK YOU MAMA & PAPA! I know I didn't manage to go back for the past 3 weeks and will not go back till raya that is another 2 to 3 weeks. Due to that, I broke my previous record for not going home the longest period that is for a month and a half while before it was only for 3 weeks. Yes, it's a challenge. With assignments, presentations, term papers plus debate it was a challenge for not going home and just relax. Homesick? Of course. That is why I called my parents and told them everything and finally they came. I am so GLAD! Thank you again.

This entry I'll be talking about a truly 1 Malaysia. But first, I want to share some experience. Moot experience. There was a workshop yesterday on mooting. Mooting is something like a court trial but the difference is just that the so-called lawyers in the court is actually students. It is student/lawyer thingy. And obviously I went for it. It was an interest of mine to join mooting and luckily I have my cousin to guide me. He is in mooting team for UiTM and yes, I am surely going to try to join. I heard it is difficult to be in moot team but NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE right? You can develop a talent. No problem. So yesterday was a hell of a day. In the morning there was an economic test and thankfully it was more than a pleasant to answer. Later that evening, mooting workshop. My cousin was there. Yes. Aril. He gave a speech on something something and most important of all he attacked me in front of everybody. It's on purpose, I know Aril. That's OK then. I don't mind, at least some of the mooters get notice of me. Ahakx! The whole mooting period was awesome. They explained every single thing and they were too kind I think. But, COOL~

As soon as the workshop ends, I went to the hotel that me and my parents are staying in. As usual, buka puasa time cause it was late when the workshop ended. It was around 6 something. So, as soon as I reached the hotel we went to the cafe and get ready for breaking fast time. I was the first one that was ready with everything on the table at that time so I just sat down and observe people. This was where I found the real meaning of 1 Malaysia. Maybe I am exagerating this, but somehow it is true. 2 tables beside our table were consist of Chinese. Purely Chinese. There are from a company and it was their company dinner. As you know, Chinese don't fast, right? It is not their practice. I took a peek at their table and it was full with foods. Like seriously. Everyone was at the table. Just looking at the food. They can start eating because they are not waiting for anything cause they are not fasting. Got it? But, what I appreciate they did was that they did not eat. They didn't even have a sip of drink. At one time,one of the kids wanted to eat and what the dad said was, "No. Wait. You have to respect the other". That is a good example for other people. Even for Muslims. That is to respect other people's culture and belief. That is not the end of it. One of the ladies, an old lady if I can say wanted to start eating but another lady went over and whispered to her and what I saw was that the old lady push the plate away from her. What does that showed you? The lady told the old lady to not eat as a sign of respect. I like that!

Next, when the azan have been heard, they did not immediately start eating but they look at others first and one of them looked at me and he saw me drink thus they started eating. I love the sign of respect that they have given us. Again, appreciate each other. Respect each other's culture and belief. And that is TRULY 1 MALAYSIA!

20 Worst-Paying Degrees in 2010.

Am I screwed?

Lynn O'Shaughnessy in Yahoo! News also the author of "The College Solution" made a clear research on the worst-paying college degrees in 2010. I am not sure whether this also applies to Malaysia but the survey made was for the United States.

Worst-Paying College Degrees in 2010
College Degree	Starting Pay	Mid-Career Pay
1. Child and Family Studies	$29,500	$38,400
2. Elementary Education	$31,600	$44,400
3. Social Work	$31,800	$44,900
4. Athletic Training	$32,800	$45,700
5. Culinary Arts	$35,900	$50,600
6. Horticulture	$35,000	$50,800
7. Paralegal Studies/Law	$35,100	$51,300
8. Theology	$34,700	$51,300
9. Recreation & Leisure	$33,300	$53,200
10. Special Education	$36,000	$53,800
11. Dietetics	$40,400	$54,200
12. Religious Studies	$34,700	$54,400
13. Art	$33,500	$54,800
14. Education	$35,100	$54,900
15. Interdisciplinary Studies	$35,600	$55,700
16. Interior Design	$34,400	$56,600
17. Nutrition	$42,200	$56,700
18. Graphic Design	$35,400	$56,800
19. Music	$36,700	$57,000
20. Art History	$39,400	$57,100

Credited to Yahoo! News and Lynn O'Shaughnessy

And Law is at Number 7. Grrrr~~

Can Friendship Ends?

Friendship Quotes:-

"True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost."
- Charles Caleb Colton-

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
- Anais Nin-

"A friend is one who walks in when others walk out"
-Walter Winchell-

"Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labour. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow: but woe to him that is alone when he falleth; for he hath not another to help him up."
- Bible: Ecclesiastes-

"Friendship is a pretty full-time occupation if you really are friendly with somebody. You canít have too many friends because then youíre just not really friends."

-Anonymous-

"Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried,
Grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steel;
But do not dull thy palm with entertainment
Of each new-hatch'd, unfledg'd comrade."
- William Shakespeare-

Friendships are like papers. It will not be as interesting if it is left white.

When you start putting something onto it, it will become interesting as you go.

Fill it up with colours and words and you will know how good it can be.

-Marlysa-

Love,

MARL!

Good at Giving Advice. Try Live Up With One Of Your Own.

Hey all,

Good Evening. It is Ramadan month now and you all know that it is time for all Muslims to fast. It is compulsory for every Muslim to fast and if you skip for fun, it's 'DOSA'. We all know that, don't we? The most important thing in Ramadan month is that to be close to Allah The Almighty. This is the most crucial time for you to ask for forgiveness, ask for happiness and etc. People said that at this month that most of your wish will come true. So, people! Let's PRAY! LOL!

Enough talking about Ramadan. What I want to tell you guys today is that to FOLLOW YOUR OWN ADVICE. Some people know how to give good advice and some don't. Some people is really good in consoling people and some don't. Some people is really good in making people feel good while some don't. Some people will be looked for for advice and that the person will give advice and all sorts. And yes, they succeed.

What happens when you yourself are not in a good situation. If you are good in advising people, why don't you use your own advice and console yourself. It is a sign of failure when you are in a situation where you can control but you are not controlling it. In a way, you can lose respect from people surrounding you. When people put such high expectations on you and expect that you are good in what ever that you do at the end you messed it BIG, people will start losing their respect against you. When you are in the situation that you are not that comfortable in, what you can do is to give advice to yourself as the way you give others advice. Before you lose respect, it is better if you keep calm and continue with what ever that you should be doing.

By giving up, you can disappoint others. Giving up is something that me myself can't tolerate. Before you said you can't, why don't you TRY! You will not know how you do until you try. Once you try doing it, you will know whether you are good at it or bad at it. Either way, it's OK cause that is the use of learning. This is the norm of a learning process. Without failure there will be no success. You need to learn to be wrong so that in the future you can do the right thing. It is alright if you make a mistake and again that is the use of the whole learning process that is for you to learn and that is to learn from mistakes. No one is PERFECT and I mean that. I myself am NOT perfect. No one is. So, throw away the shyness and try out. Again I'm stressing that Giving Up annoys me..BAD! Especially giving up before even trying. I am not denying the fact that me myself felt like giving up before but what I did was to try to solve and go through with it and at the end you will see the results. Without an action, there will be NO results. Without a start, there will be no ending. So, in what ever that you do, try and start to take action before you even give up because once you give up and do nothing about it, NOTHING will move and at the end you will gain NOTHING! Remember,

NO ACTION = NO RESULTS = GAIN NOTHING

ACTION = GOOD/BAD RESULTS = LESSON LEARNED

Conclusion is that to NOT GIVE UP! If you are down, give advice to yourself the way you give others advice. Remember all your advice for others and try living up with your own advice!

Love,

MARL!

Ramadan Al-Mubarak

HAPPY FASTING MONTH!

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADAN!

SELAMAT BERPUASA!

LET'S PRAY THAT THIS RAMADAN WILL BE BETTER THAN BEFORE!

YA ALLAH, RAHMATILAH RAMADAN INI.

lOVE,

marl

300th

It is now 300th post.

I am Happy!

I'm OK by Christina Aguilera.

This Song really touched me. Listen to it!

Once upon a time there was a girl
In her early years she had to learn
How to grow up living in a war that she called home
Never know just where to turn for shelter from the storm
Hurt me to see the pain across my mother's face
Everytime my father's fist would put her in her place
Hearing all the yelling I would cry up in my room
Hoping it would be over soon

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I'm OK

I often wonder why I carry all this guilt
When it's you that helped me put up all these walls I've built
Shadows stir at night through a crack in the door
The echo of a broken child screaming "please no more"
Daddy, don't you understand the damage you have done
To you it's just a memory, but for me it still lives on

Bruises fade father, but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so, so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday

It's not so easy to forget
All the lines you left along her neck
When I was thrown against cold stairs
And every day I'm afraid to come home
In fear of what I might see there

Bruises fade father but the pain remains the same
And I still remember how you kept me so afraid
Strength is my mother for all the love she gave
Every morning that I wake I look back to yesterday
And I'm OK
I'm OK

Looking For Paradise by Alicia Keys and Alejandro Sanz

Everybody say oh oh oh oh

Driving in a fast car
Trying to get somewhere
Don´t know where I´m going
But i gotta get there

A veces me siento perdido
Inquieto, solo y confundido
Entonces me ato a las estrellas
Y al mundo entero le doy vueltas

I'm singing for somebody like you
Sorta like me baby
Yo canto para alguien como tú
Pon la oreja, nena

Oh oh oh ohÂ…

Estoy buscando ese momento
La música, que cuando llega
Me llena con su sentimiento
Con sentimiento, vida llena

Walking down the sideway
Looking for innocence
Trying to find my way
Trying to make some sense

Yo canto para alguien como tú
Sólo como tú, baby

I'm singing for somebody like you
What about you

I'm singing for someone
Someone like you
Tú, dime a quién le cantas
'Cause there's something about you there
Speaks to my heart
Speaks to my soul

I'm singing for someone
Sorta like you
Yo canto para alguien
Someone like you, someone like me
Sólo como tú, oh, my sister
Todo el mundo va buscando ese lugar
Looking for paradise

Oh oh oh ohÂ…

A ese corazón herido
La música le da sentido
Te damos con la voz tus alas
Le damos a tus pies camino

Oh is anybody out there
Feel like i feel
Trying to find a better way
So we can heal

I'm singing for somebody like you
Sorta like me baby
Yo canto para alguien como tú
Sólo como tú
What about you?

Yo canto para ti
I'm singing for someone
Yo canto para alguien
'Cause there's something about you there
Speaks to my heart
Speaks to my soul

I'm singing for someone
I'm singing
Sorta like you
Yo canto para alguien
Someone like you, someone like me
Sólo como tú, oh, my sister
Todo el mundo va buscando ese lugar
Looking for paradise