Mum, I Need You~

Mama, I Need You Right Now.

I want you to be here

I want to tell you everything that I am going through here

I wanted to tell everything through the phone but I can't

I need to see you and tell everything

I am not that strong.

I am not that independent.

I still need you for everything

I still want you to be the one I tell everything to

I still want you to be my listener

I want to go home

I know you asked me to come home next week

But, I don't think its worth it to go back cause you know why

I have made a promise for this semester and I will try to fulfill it.

For the moment I thought about what you have said to me many times

"You'll meet nasty people in your life someday"

I thought it will be in a long time but I can't believe I actually met some of them now.

I need to hear your advice, Ma.

We haven't had our "car-heart-to-heart conversation" in a long time

I want that.

I miss that.

*sob sob*

Love from your daughter,

MARL!