Frustration Can Kill?

We can talk about frustration all day long. There are many kinds of frustration that we can talk about. And can frustration kill? We can kill frustration by distracting ourselves with other things but frustration can also kill people. It is an unseen weapon that is used by any other means.

We hear a-lot about love frustration. Most of the time, frustration that caused by love can kill people. They get really frustrated and that will kill their interest in living. They will give up pretty easily. There is when suicide happens. Frustration.

Frustration with yourself caused by your educations. Due to many things actually.

And now, I have no other ideas to put up for this frustration thing. So, I am not going to continue this entry. I need to stop now before I write stupid stuff.

Love,

MARL!

And We Escaped...Again

It is nearly a month or less we managed to escape from presenting our forum for class BEL 332. We were supposed to be Group 4 but unfortunately, we didn't make it due to health problems. Should I mention who? LOL! nahhhh.. Ok! Then, we should continue the next week that is the week before the holiday. And guess again.. We Escaped and again..health issues. We have been delaying it for 2 weeks now. Plus the week of holiday that makes it three weeks.

Then again, we were supposed to present TODAY! Guess again. WE ESCAPED from this one. The reason? Not health issues but car issues by our lecturer. So, we managed to escape from presenting the forum. What next? TOMORROW then. I hope that we can present it tomorrow or even NOT at all. Just gain the marks for free, I hope! But, we all know that thats NOT gonna happen.

So, we just have to wait for tomorrow then. The last group for forum. Hope it will be a blast to all and to us. Most importantly to our lecturer.

Love,

MARL!

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Everybody has Secrets...And I Mean Dark.

Everybody has secrets. Secrets that can no one knows. I know everyone does have that. If you do not have those bad dark secrets. Make one now!

There are some people that I assume tell other people that they will tell anything to his/her friend. Everything. Her/His dark bad secrets. I do mean anything. But, I believe that there are some thing that cannot be shared with anyone. What is..? Even I cannot answer that. I already said that everyone has bad and dark secrets. Secrets that you can't even tell your parents even worse your friends.

Even though there are people that tell everything to another, they will end up losing each other's trust. I saw this before. At the end, they not just lose their trust, they even lose their friendship because of secrets that can bring harm to us back. As I said, there are some things that we can't even share it with people. Secrets that need to be kept to yourself.

I believe that Dark and Bad secrets can only bring harm to ourself. That is why it is call as bad and dark secrets. If it's good and white secrets. Fine then! But, this one. No! You are not allowed to share it with anyone. I do mean anyone. Just keep it to yourself. Trust is one thing but still, some you just have to keep it to yourself.

People like to feel like they have friends who they can trust. I am not saying that we cannot trust anyone. But, there is a limit to everything. Put a limit to yourself on how much you want your close friends to know. Put a limit to yourself on how much you want your family to know. You need those limits. Don't deny it because it is true no matter what. Don't ever try to deny it because you might not see it now but you will see in later. Trust me.

Love,

MARL!

Almost 300 Posts

This is my 291st Posts since I have Blogger.

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Another 9 posts to 300!

Making progress!

I hope that what ever that I have written somehow will give inspirations to others!

Promise That Can Never Be Kept

Hey peeps,

How are you? I am doing just fine here. Holiday almost ends. For most, it ends tomorrow. For me, it ends on Monday. I am going back to Kuantan on Monday and right after that I am going to have my first class with Madam Farah in this semester. Yes! Madam Farah is back in campus! yay! Is it a "yay" or an "oh" or even "why?". I don't know. We got really comfortable with Mr. Syahril now. Really Really comfortable. Cause he is a good lecturer/tutor. No Doubt about it. But, it might get a little troublesome for us cause if we continue to learn from him, we might not be as independent as we are in Madam Farah's class. He might say that he did't spoon feed us but indirectly he did. It is totally different from the way Madam Farah conducted her class. You are on YOUR own. She is not going to give you everything. And her assignment can really get on your nerves while Mr. Syahril's assignment is just from the past year paper which is quite easy to do. And it is only 10 marks. So, not so difficult I can say.

Back to the title above, A promise that I can NEVER keep is that to STOP Shopping! no one can keep that promise. I might have promised my mother to not shop until Raya but I can't keep that promise. I bought something today. Hairclips and new bag. New sling bag. Yeah! I BOUGHT them that means I shop today. But, this was not my mistakes. It was NOT my fault. The bag, it was my mum's fault herself. The clips, yes it was mine. So, no arguments should be out for now. But but but....I still want to shop! Oh! come one man the Mega Sale is just starting!! OK! Marlysa, I think you better think of your studies now. Rather than thinking about shopping and buying stuff. Just STOP for a while! This is what I've always been saying to myself nowadays. I think it helps in some ways but not in other ways.

So, now! I have to get back to work. It is AFTA, WTO and WHO time!

Love,

MARL!

Dance With Father by Luther Vandros

Verse 1:
Back when I was a child
Before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high
And dance with my mother and me and then
Spend me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved

Chorus:
If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
How I'd love love love to dance with my father again

Verse 2:
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me(yeah, yeah)
Then finally make me do just what my momma said
Later that night, when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

Chorus:
If I could steal
One final glance
One final step
One final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never ever end
Cause I'd love love love to dance with my father again

Verse 3:
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
I'd hear how my mother cried for him
(2x) I'd pray for her even more than me

I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she' s dying to dance with my father again

Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream

My Baby You by Marc Anthony

As i look into your eyes

i see all the reasons why

my life's worth a thousand skies

you're the simplest love i've known

and the purest one i'll own

know you'll never be alone

[chorus:]

my baby you

are the reason i could fly

and 'cause of you

i don't have to wonder why

baby you

there's no more just getting by

you're the reason i feel so alive

though these words i say are true

they still fail to capture you

as mere words can only do

how do i explain that smile

and how it turns my world around

keeping my feet on the ground

[repeat chorus]

i will soothe you if you fall

i'll be right there if you call

you're my greatest love of all

[repeat chorus]

arianna i feel so alive

Its Now Three. Later Become One.

The bond that we make started last year. It is the kind of friendship that everyone knows about it. It is the kind of friendship that no one dares to mess up with. It is the kind of friendship that I hope will last forever. You know about people said "Friends you make in University is your friend for life"? I want to believe in that. I really do. I hope it will turn out that way. I really do. Cause this friendship is NOT A PLAY THING.

Let the emo part as it is now, shall we?

YES! We made it out! We Made it out the three of us! Yeah MAN! At last! After a year gone by, we finally went out in KL. I used to go out with only Ras but now Nadieya accompanied us. That makes us even more happy cause you know about the THREE MUSKETEERS in GROUP E that only left with just TWO and eventually will turn out into just ONE.

Talk about our 'little' outing yesterday. I picked up Ras from her grandma's house in Kelana Jaya then straight to PPUM to pick up Nadieya. Straight from there, we decided to go to One Utama for shopping (window shopping) and to have our lunch. Lunch was awesome and expensive. Nothing is NOT expensive nowadays, I guess. Italiannese that is. Of course its expensive, What do you expect, right? Then we started to wander around One Utama till we bumped into Aizat and his mum. Me and Nadieya didn't see him. Ras saw him first. After that, we continued our journey in the quiet, calm shopping complex (as what Ras said). At around 4, we left for Kelana Jaya Park. Near my house, I can say. It was seriously near. No doubt about it. But, before that, I wanted to teach Ras how to drive. I stopped at a sort of park with no cars and I asked her to test her driving skills. What I can say is that I was really nervous at that time but I honestly can't show it to her cause it will make her more nervous. I can see her nervousness from her face. It was seriously OBVIOUS. Same as when she blushes when the 'cute' waiter came to our table and asked her a question. LOL! Everyone kept cool and she started driving. It was a beginner ride. It'll get better.

Next stop, Kelana Jaya Park. Our activities were simple. Taking Pictures all over! Yes! That's the only thing that we did back there. Pictures, more pictures and even more pictures. Can't get over taking pictures anymore. From pretty pictures to the most ugly ones. We loved that, don't we? As it looked like its going to rain, we decided to go to the Empire Gallery in Subang. By that time, both of Ras's and Nadieya's parents have called and asked them questions on when to go back and so on. We were still in our relax mode by then. After wandering around Empire Gallery, we decided to take our dinner outside cause you know how expensive the restaurants there, right? Where? SS15, Asia Cafe. I believe that this was Nadieya's first time hanging out at night with friends. I can see by her face that she was kinda lost at that time. Yeah. First time looking at people who drink, perhaps? Right? Yeah. The place that me and Ras took her can be a-lot to take in. I know that and I am sorry if it was uncomfortable for you.

As we were having dinner, Nadieya's mum called and I knew that she might be in trouble. Even us! I knew it at that moment. I kinda figured as soon as she said it was her mum calling. I don't have to wait for her expression to figure that out. Cause I know how that goes. Been there. Done that. We finished eating and WE ALL KNOW THAT IT WAS TIME FOR US TO GO BACK! First stop, NADIEYA'S HOUSE! It is in Bangi, for God sakes! It was supposed to be an easy ride but because of limited time, I had to speed up. Speeding up is my number one thing in driving. I kinda don't mind and I was worried cause I was bringing people's daughters at that time. So, I had to be EXTRA careful at that time. If it were me alone, I kinda don't mind speeding up even more. But, there's a limit to everything. Plus, it was supposed to be a not-so-far-journey to Bangi but we went to the wrong way. Thanx to Ras. At last, Nadieya's house at 10.00pm. Me and Ras went inside to see her mum. Just in case!

Next stop, Ras's house. In Puchong. It was nearer from what I expected. Coolio!! Hang out with Ras's mum for a while. Then, heading straight home! I reached home at about 12.00am. It was a seriously tiring day. I am NOT kidding. With walking and Driving and Laughing and giggling. It was exhausted. But, no time to sleep. As soon as I'm home, my mum asked me to get to work that is study! Well, for a while only though. Then, the bed called! Nothing that I can do after that. SLEEEPPPP~~~

These are pictures!

Family Ties Will Never Be Broken

People people That I love so so much.

How you guys doing?

I am so happy that everything went really well this week. Some of you might know and some of you might not know this bus this week is my Mid Semester Break. But it will only be for a week. From today, there are only 4 days left. I am not ready to go back, that's for sure! Well, I just wanna tell you a guys a story about a birthday party that me and my big family did for my dearest cousin, Hartini Azam.

Basically, I was the one who organised everything. Yes! Everything. Anyone else just waiting for my call and my message. At first, I almost got frustrated with everyone. Especially those who did not reply any of my messages. It gets really upsetting once that happened. But, thank god everyone replied my message at least once, though I texted them several times. That' Ok! Just leave that behind. Last Sunday, I planned everything really well. The date, the time, and the place.

Day: Sunday

Time : 8.00pm

Place : Shah Alam.

Everyone was supposed to be at Tini's place before 8pm. I told them not to be late cause it is a surprise party for her. She didn't know anything about it. I know for the fact that she will be out before 8 because I planned with her bf to bring her out that day and before 8pm. And so he did! YES! That settled. I reached there at around 7.00pm. NO ONE WAS THERE yet! NO ONE! Around 7.50pm one of my cousins came. And you know what? By that time, Tini's bf text me and told me that Tini was on her way back. And NO ONE WAS THERE yet! NO ONE! just me and my family plus one of my cousins. WOO! Panic attack! I told Imran to stall her just for a while hoping that everyone else can make it on time. Unfortunately, no one can make it on time. Everyone came at 8.30 till 9.00pm and so the ones that surprised her were only the 5 of us.

Guess what? She didn't react to our surprise at all. She didn't make a single face expression. When we asked her why, she said she was holding grudge at that moment. Not serious grudge, its just that she was mad at her bf. That's all. Cause yeah, he made up kinda silly excuses during the waiting period. That was why she was mad at him. The best part comes when Imran actually came to the party. Yeah. He came! Thank god! Everything settled really well that day. I was kinda proud at that moment cause everyone seemed having fun and all.

REASONS WHY I PLANNED THIS PARTY:-

1. I WANT TO MAKE A SURPRISE FOR KAK TINI CAUSE SHE IS MY CLOSEST COUSIN AMONG ALL. I LOVE HER SO MUCH!

2. I OWE HER A-LOT. THIS IS ONE OF THE WAYS THAT I CAN SHOW HER THANK YOU.

3. I MISS THE FAMILY GATHERING THINGY WITH EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY COUSINS AND AUNTIES AND UNCLES. I MISS HANGING OUT TOGETHER. SINCE EVERYONE BEEN WORKING, AND BECOMING AN ADULT, WE DIDN'T SEE EACH OTHER THAT OFTEN ANYMORE. WE DIDN'T HANG OUT TOGETHER AND ALL. SO I MISS THAT.

I was so happy looking at each of my family members hanging out, laughing out together. I miss that! So MUCH!

That's the reason why I planned this party.

p/s: I LOVE YOU PEOPLE SO SO MUCH!

LOVE,

MARL!

An Honourable Man

Hello world as it is. Hello citizens as who they are. Hello you as what you are. And Hello me as what I am.

How you doing?

I hope everything worked out well.

As what is stated in my title "An Honourable Man", I believed that I met one yesterday. I went out to KL yesterday to Bukit Bintang to be exact. To look at the people there. To look as what is happening there and all. It was a cool. It was a nice thing to do. Yes, there were a-lot of people there, no doubt. People are rushing through streets. People are hanging around shopping malls, clubs, lounges, pubs, stalls, mamak stalls and etc. For what I've seen, I saw many of foreigners faces compared to local ones. Most of them are from Arab. Quite surprising I can say. I was ready to see local faces all around KL but all I can see was foreign faces. Well, that's a good thing, aite? Other than business are by foreigners too?

Well, it was Saturday night, everyone was out and about. Everyone was everywhere. Everyone was having fun and all. But, as I was in the car going through the traffic I saw a man. A man that is not on his right mind I can say. You can say that by the way he looked. I know he was not a sane man. He was filthy, dirty with his mustache untrimmed and his clothes are all dirty. Yes, he looked like an insane man. But, as insane as he can be he is still an honourable man? Why did I say that? Eventhough he was not at his right mind. He still knows how to keep the city clean. You know what I saw?

He picked up cigarattes butt that been thrown by other people on the street. He picked up rubbish on the street. He picked up cans on the street. He picked up plastics on the street. He picked up almost everything that may be rubbish. And throw them in the rubbish bin. You know what I am saying? Ask yourself. Are you going to do that when ever you see rubbish on the streets? Are you going to pick up cans that are on the streets and throw it in the bin? Are you going to pick up your own rubbish when it falls on the ground after you threw it for afar? Just imagine, this insane man that were laughed by people on the street (if there's any), that were ignored by the people and hopefully were given free foods know how to keep our country clean. WHY CAN'T WE?

Why Can't SANE people do the same. Smokers; you throw your cigarattes butts on the streets as soon as you finished smoking. There is a place to throw it, goddamit! Drinkers; you throw away your bottles along the streets although there is a bin in front of you. You just put it in the bin, will you? You know, it is not that we don't know how to do it, it is not that we don't know what we are doing is wrong. It is just that WE DON'T WANT TO DO WHAT IS RIGHT. We know that throwing rubbish everywhere is WRONG. We know that throwing our things out of the car's window is wrong. BUT, WE JUST DON'T WANT TO DO THE RIGHT THING THAT WE SHOULD BE DOING.

WE ARE SANE, PEOPLE! IF THE INSANE PEOPLE CAN DO WHAT IS RIGHT. WHY CAN'T WE?

Love,

MARL!

You're Beautiful (Cover)

Mid-Semester Break Part 3

Hey peeps,

How you guys doing?

I am fine, thanx for asking!

What are you guys up to this week?

Everything going fine?

I know mine is!

Well, I AM GOING BACK TONIGHT!!

I AM GOING..I AM GOING...HOMEEEEEE~~

I AM DAMN HAPPY ABOUT IT!

IT IS INDESCRIBABLE!!

PEOPLE, I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE GOING TO MISS ME.

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME, XOXO!

P/S: AIN SYUHADA IS BLUSHING NOW!!! Just because Amie was asking her, "Nak air tak?"

Proudly To Pronounce...

THE WORLD CUP 2010 CHAMPION IS..

SPAIN!!!!!!!

Cesc Fabregas - 10

Xavier Alonso - 14

Xavi - 8

Spain Football Team 2010

Failure Is Not The End. Giving Up Is!

This is what I believed in.

" Failure doesn't mean that you have met the end of your future.

Success doesn't guarantee you a bright future.

God has made plans and all of his plans are for the best for us.

So, DON'T GIVE UP NOW!"

Yes, these past few days has been a sad and teary days. Everyone was not in their best moods. Everyone was trying NOT to give up when they actually wanted to. Everyone seemed stressed out. Everyone can't laugh the way they used to laughed before. Everyone can't smile the way they smiled before. Everyone seemed to NOT being themselves. It was a hallow week. Each and everyday we heard of at least a person getting sick. And yes, A Person got sick! It was NOT a good week for everyone here. Not to those who were supposed to be happy and definitely to those who were NOT happy. Everyone seemed to be more sensitive these days. More sensitive in the sense of expressing feelings. More and more were getting pretty emotional lately. I think I know why.

As I said, everyone was not in their best moods these past few days and all of it was because of MUET!

It kind of strike everyone's heart out. Strike each of their souls to go to BLS. Strike out their passion to study law. Strike out their inner strength to be passionate about this subject. Strike out their dreams of being a law student. Yes, it does affects people as to that extend. More and more were getting pretty cool about it as time passed by. Everyone has had their tears poured down..BAD! LET IT ALL OUT! LET IT ALL OUT, PEOPLE!

As you can see in my quotes above, I believe that failure now is NOT the end of your future. And though you are successful now, it doesn't mean that you will be brilliant and be successful in the future. It is all planned by THE ALMIGHTY, ALLAH! It is all in HIS hands! We can plan but he is the one that will decide what we can have or can't have.

Plus, I noticed that few of my friends posted few post that touched about everyone in the class. Expressing their feelings etc. Well, I don't want to be all emotional now but yes, I do feel the same way. I do feel like I am going to miss the whole lot of people here. A slight confession that I want to make is that I do feel really really really sad when I found out one of my friends didn't get to continue in BLS. I have no idea why. When I found out that she didn't make it for Muet, I felt sad and felt like I will miss her ALOT! You might want to figure out who I am talking about, really. Well, I am going to tell you. Yes, you! It's YOU, NURUL IFFAH IBRAHIM SHUKRI! Don't get all flattered, aite!

Well, FRIENDS! Taking risks takes courage and remember to think of the consequences!

(I know this doesn't make sense with the whole post, I just felt like writing it)

LOL!

Love,

MARL!

A Song That Affects Me Every Time I Listen to It.

I know that this song is not a new song. But, still it does affect my feelings every single time I played it from my laptop. I think that this song does have a beautiful meaning inside of it. This song was sung originated by Avril Lavigne but the one that affects me more is the version by THE GLEE CAST. This song is a message sent by a friend to another friend. A lovely message that this friend sent to her another friend that asked her to just keep holding on cause what ever that she is going through, they can go it through together. Basically, it is all about friendship. I want to dedicate this song to every friend that I have in this world. Every single one of you.

To be honest : I do feel like crying every time I listen to this song.

Love you all, FRIENDS!

Recall our memories and listen to the song while you are recalling it.

Laugh when you are at the funny and fun parts

Smile when you are at the happy parts

Cry when you are at the sad parts

College Friends

Best Buddies Since High School

Keep holding on
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha

rachel:
you're not alone together we stand ill be by your side you know ill take your hand

finn:
when it gets cold and it feels like the end theres no place to go you know i wont give in

rachel and finn: no i wont give in

everyone:
keep holding on, cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through just stay strong.

rachel and finn: cause you know im here for you, theres nothing you can say

(nothing you can say)

rachel and finn: nothing you can do

(nothing you can do)

rachel and finn: theres no other way when it comes to the truth so

everyone: keep holding on

rachel and finn: cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through

finn: so far away i wish you were here before its too late this could all disappear.

rachel and finn: before the doors close and it comes to end with you by my side i will fight and defend, ill fight and defend ya yaaaa

everyone: keep holding on cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through just stay strong cause im here for you im here for you

rachel and finn: theres nothing you can say
(nothing you can say)

rachel and finn: nothing you can do
(nothing you can do)

rachel and finn: theres no other way

everyone: when it comes to the truth so keep holding on

rachel and finn: cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through. hear me when i say when i say i'll believe. nothings gonna change nothings gonna change destiny. whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly.

everyone: ya ya ya ya la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la KEEP HOLDING ON cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through just stay strong cause you know im here for you im here for you.

rachel and finn: theres nothing you can say
(nothing you can say)

rachel and finn: nothing you can do
(nothing you can do)

rachel and finn: theres no other way

everyone: when it comes to the truth so keep holding on

rachel and finn: cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through

ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha

rachel and finn: keep holding on

ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha

rachel and finn: keep holding on. theres nothing you can say
(nothing you can say)

rachel and finn: nothing you can do
(nothing you can do)

rachel and finn: theres no other way

everyone: when it comes to the truth so keep, keep holding on

rachel and finn: cause you know we'll make it through we'll make it through

Spain in Semi-Finals!!!

YES YES YES!

SPAIN IS IN SEMI FINALS YA'LL

BEATING OUT PARAGUAY 1-0 IN THE QUARTER FINAL

YESTERDAY 2.30AM GAME!

DAVID VILLA SCORED AT THE LAST MINUTE, 83'

GOOD JOB YA'LL!!

SEE YOU AT THE FINALS!

DAVID VILLA - NO.7

XAVIER ALONSO. NO.14

2010 SPANISH FOOTBALL TEAM!

P/S: YOU BETTER WIN AGAINST GERMANY NEXT GAME!