It's New Year, baby!

IT'S NEW YEAR, BABY!

2011 WELCOME!

IT'S A GREAT PLEASURE HAVING YOU.

HOPE YOU'LL BEHAVE

AND MAKE MYSELF EASY.

NOT TO FORGET.

I STILL LOVE 2010!

Kuantan or Shah Alam That I Am Ready For?

I DON'T KNOW FOR WHICH PLACE I AM READY FOR.

IS IT KUANTAN OR SHAH ALAM?

CAUSE APPARENTLY MY BAG IS FULL AND HEAVY

I PACKED ALOT OF STUFF

JUST LIKE WHAT I USED TO FOR KUANTAN

HAIH

I GUESS I'LL JUST LEAVE IT THE WAY IT IS.

I COULD CARE LESS, I GUESS!

DON'T BE SURPRISED IF I AM IN KUANTAN TOMORROW

What's For New Year?

SAYING GOODBYE TO 2010

and WELCOMING 2011

2010 has been great

and looking forward for a greater 2011

That's All I Got

NO!!!

OH MY OH MY OH MY OH MA GOD!

I AM NOT READY. GOSH I AM NOT READY.

NOOOOO!!!

WHY WHY WHY??

HATE THIS HATE THIS HATE THIS

MUMMYyyyyyy!!!

WTH?

WHAT??

*sigh*

WAIT WHAT?

NO!

I AM NOT READY FOR THIS

I AM NOT READY TO.....

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TURN 20!!!

Where Is She When I Need Her ASAP?

Where Are You, Madame?

I Need You ASAP!

I Need To Send Those Letters ASAP!

I Am Not Very Forgiving, I Think!

At some point of your life there will be problems being shoved into your life whether you like it or not. That is the nature of life. Problems will always haunt you down. It will haunt you no matter where you wanted to run. It is scary sometimes to know that you cannot run from problems. The fact is that you will have to face your problems and make it work for you. If you run from it, it will become worse. I am not here to talk about running away from problems or sort but I just wanted to recap my 2010.

As you all know, 2010 is coming to an end and that means we will become one year older than we are right now which is so not cool. For those who are my badge. LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST YOU GUYS, IT'S OUR LAST YEAR AS A TEENAGER! I have exactly 19 days before I turn 20 and it will come by fast! So, it's recap time.

I went through 2010 with a blast half of the year. I had so much fun living my life. I have great friends who were really good to me. I joined the Debate Club of UiTM Kuantan and it was my first time joining a debate club and even compete in a real tournament with another team from other institutions which was the RMC team. I had so much fun debating with them. That is the most memorable thing in Semester 2. I had a wonderful and happy life in Semester 2 that is the first half of year 2010. However, there were few bad memories which I shouldn't mention here to protect some individuals but it wasn't that bad so no biggie. The fun I had in Semester 2 was Priceless! It was so much fun. Top it up with my results in that semester! Man. I can't ask for a better first-half of the year.

Anyhow, things got pretty messed up in Semester 3 which is the second half of the year. I wasn't the same as before. I changed, literally. We lost the one thing that I thought we were great with which is Futsal tournament. That tournament really did mess with my head a little bit. Top it up with that stress, I had some issues with my friends which I don't want to recall but I can't help it because I am the kind of person that will never forget. I will never forget it if that person has messed up with my head and with me before. I might have forgotten the small little thing but when you mess with me, I'll remember from bits to pieces. One thing that you need to know about me is that; If you have my trust then you should try your best to keep it because though its hard for me to lose my trust upon you but once you lose it, you will never get it back. Same goes with my respect. I will respect you but once you lose it, just say goodbye. I know that I can be mean sometimes and people might think that I am not forgiving but hell yeah I am not because it is really hard to break my trust or my respect cause I sometimes don't take things seriously but once I do, you have to watch out.

I don't care about gossips. I don't listen to who dates who and who dumped who because honestly I don't care. However, when it is involving me I definitely want to know more and people who talk about it will never gain my trust back. I don't care whether they started the story or not or even they have contributed in the story or not, they will still lose my trust. And again baby, ONCE YOU LOSE IT YOU'LL NEVER GET IT BACK! I put standards on people and I admit, they are high standards. So, try to keep up with them because they are going down the drain if you don't keep up. Until now, I still have the bad memories from the second half of the year which I will be very very thankful if I can get them out of my head but unfortunately I can't because I WILL NEVER FORGET! (people losing my trust. What about I am losing people's trust) Well, that too made an impact in my third semester. I had many backlash myself.

The latest story would be me with my bad results and me banged into another car in front of me which cost me rm300.00. So not cool! Adding to that, last two days I had a freaking stone hit my car window and the window just shattered into pieces! Thank God no one got hurt.

So, that's all the backlash I think. Move on!

Anyhow, that was the backlash of semester 3 which is the second half of 2010. When there's bad memories there will always be the good ones. The good ones are UNCOUNTABLE! (is there such word?) So, I will just keep it to myself because if I start on it, there won't be enough space in my blog. I just love my besties!

I am so sorry if I have offended anyone in 2010. I am so sorry if I have ever hurt someone with my behaviour or my sense of humour or even from whatever that has came out of my mouth. I am so sorry if I have ever messed with your head. I am so sorry if I accidentally hurt your feelings directly or indirectly. I am so sorry if I have ignored you which I don't think has ever happened. I am just SORRY for anything everything!

I hope that 2011 will be better than 2010. May The Force Be With Me!

By the way, WHAT IS YOUR NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION?

Love,

MARL!

WTH!

I swear to God that this will be the first time I am using all the words below.

STUPID BASTARD SON OF A BITCH!!!!

(Ok. I am Good now)

This phrase should be put up yesterday.

I was DOWWWWWN yesterday because my car window just got shattered!

I've Never Felt So Alone

I admit, Glee episode 'Furt' is the most touching Glee episodes of all-time. I myself got carried away by the beautiful songs selection and exciting steps and all. It was really touching and fun if I have to say. But, this one thing bothers me while I was watching this episode.

I'VE NEVER FELT SO LONELY COMPARED TO WHEN I WAS WATCHING

GLEE EPISODE 'FURT'

and I MEAN IT!

I'm serious. It is fun and all but there was a feeling there that made me feel that way. A fragile person I am, I almost teared up. Well, take it from a positive side. Their acting works! Yay for them but miserable feeling I had after watching it, PRICELESS! It was EPIC! I've never felt so ALONE watching something and congratulations Glee, YOU ARE THE FIRST!

Habit

One habit of mine everytime before travelling to anywhere in the world (more than two days).

This has been my habit since forever I guess (as long as I remember). That is to make a what-to-bring list. I love this idea of doing the list. I'll make this list the night before going somewhere or a day before just in case if I forget to put something on the list. I'll update the list the time I remember something. Sometimes I even put the most dumb thing to bring. Even the smallest thing I'll put it on the list. For example,above, tissue. For me, that is quite a dumb thing to put or even 'switch off air-cond' or something. Even things like that I'll put it on the list. I really think that this thing is very very helpful. I'm just giving you people idea on how to be more organise before you travel. This seems a pretty good idea to me. Try it!

I'm Disturbed By It

I really do think this video is disturbing. We used to see Miley Cyrus as the innocent disney celebs. This one, however, shows the opposite of that view. I find this video inappropriate for girls her age and for herself. She has changed from the innocent-looking girl to a rebellious-looking girl. As for this video, there's this one scene where she dances with her friends and their dance is kinda again inappropriate. I think she dances with a 'she' but their moves are lesbian-looked alike. That is a NO-NO. First time I saw this video, I don't think it's good. I know that she has to grow up. I mean, she don't have the responsibility to be a role model to young girls but hey, you chose to be a celebrity that means you are automatically a role model and the responsibility is 100% on you. Young girls look up to you and they will follow you eventually. What I am afraid of by looking at this video is that Miley to be turned out as Lindsay Lohan. Flashback to Lindsay's first music video. The song 'Rumors'. Remember that? Remember how the video looked like? Yeah. Pretty much the same as this one. So, an advice for you Miley. Don't turn out to be like Lindsay! You are destroyed once you become one.

Warning: Video is 18PG

I Am Packing, Ya'll!

Wee! I can't wait for tomorrow! Like seriously. LOL. It's really odd that I am so excited about Singapore this time cause Singapore is already like my second country, literally. If you are used to something, the excitement is less, right? Hurmm. Not this time.

Pretty excited about it and that's why I'm posting about it. So, activities?

Let's see.

1. Shopping

2. Shopping

3. Shopping

4. Shopping

5. Enjoying the life there?

All I know is that I want to shop there. Nothing else. Not that excited about going to places to visit but visiting shopping malls, that's more like it. So, now I am packing for a one week stay probably going to extend another night because of ZoukOut! Weee! Not planning for that yet but we'll see. However, honestly speaking I don't think I'm going to ZoukOut cause the tickets are SOLD OUT as what my cousin said. She wanted to go to but can't make it cause of the tickets.

( just 10 seconds ago, my mum came into my room and gave me SGD 150)

I know it's not that much but I can live with that cause convert it to RM, it's RM 362. It's not easy to just get 300++ in your hands in 10 seconds, right? Cool!

Back to the story, we probably going to stay one night in Muar, my hometown. Reason? Since I started working, we have not been back to our hometown. Pretty sad, right? That's the sacrifice you have to make once you started working (as if I've been working for ages.pfftt).

That's it for now. See you in one week. Toodles!

Toooooodlllleeeeeeessssss~

Love,

MARL!

I Can't Wait

Hey there people of the world.

I am Thankful to God that I am still Alive today. Who knows, I might die tomorrow or the day after. And so, I am so so thankful that I am still alive and get to live life the same way I did for the past 19 years.

I just came back from Taiping yesterday. It was FUN! Went with my aunty and her family along with my family of course. It was for my mum friend's wedding reception there. I was supposed to meet Shamira while I'm there. Sadly, she was not in Taiping that day. She was on her way to Penang. How sad, right? Didn't get to see her after all. :(

Anyhow, our activities there were literally just EATING! I am serious. It was almost we eat for every 2 hours. That is a serious claim. Eat eat and eat. Nothing but eat! You know the consequences is? Me gaining! Gosh. How I hated that. I am supposed to be controlling what ever I am shoving into my mouth cause I'll be heading Singapore in two days. PARTAY! Nah. Wanted to go to the ZoukOut. Unfortunately, the ticket price is too Dang EXPENSIVE and I'll be there till 11th only. ZoukOut will be on the 11th night. 8 to 8. So, don't get to go PARTAY! It's ok! No big deal!

By the way, All of us know that tomorrow is The NEW YEAR for Muslims! I want to wish a HaPPY NEW YEAR to all Muslims in the world. Don't forget to be thankful to the one who creates Allah the Almighty.

Love,

MARL!

Setiap Langkah Kerajaan Pasti Ada Yang Membangkang.

ITULAH KERJA PEMBANGKANG!

KALAU TIDAK BUAT APA ADA BANYAK PARTI DALAM NEGARA.

MASALAHNYA MASA JADI PEMBANGKANG SAHAJA BEKERJA KERAS UNTUK RAKYAT.

BILA DIA YANG JADI KERAJAAN, KAUT UNTUNG POKET SENDIRI JUGA!

YANG MERANA MASIH RAKYAT.

Love,

MARL!

How Important Is...

FIRST IMPRESSION??

Journey That I Can Never Forget

Its a journey that I can never forget my entire life. It taught me how to deal with all kinds of people. It taught me how to deal with stress. It taught me how to deal with people under stress. It taught me how to work under stress. It taught me how to be a good person. It taught me to be more patient. It has taught me all kinds of things and I liked it.

Its true what people say. Working is another side of the world. You might think that you know everything but really you know nothing. Its a whole new experience out there. Its a whole new atmosphere and environment. You thought you have met the most nasty people in college, wait till you go into working life. Though my work is not BIG as in Office job but the pressure is still there and I think its more that office job. The amount of work you have to do, the amount of stress you have to be in is enormous. Not everyone can stand the pressure and the tiredness. Take for example, one of my friends, worked in BR only for a week cause she can't handle the tiredness and the work. Another friend who has just started working in BR complaining on hand-pain. See, not everyone is able to do the job. Even I myself had a really tough time to adjust to it all.

As I said, working is a whole new experience. Experience it and you'll know.

I am going back to BR today to return all my t-shirts, cap and apron. I get to meet them again! YAY!!

Love,

MARL!

I Bid Farewell

I finally had to bid farewell to Baskin Robbins and my BR friends. I will miss you guys so so much especially Kak Yati. I had my last day yesterday on 30th November 2010 clocked out time 10.30pm. As soon as I punched 'clocked out' I am no longer the employee of Baskin Robbins. The experience there was PRICELESS. The friends I made not only from Baskin Robbins but almost the whole Subang Parade will be missed. I will miss meeting those guys from Coffee Bean that I met almost everytime I'm on night shift. Kakak 1901 and The Sushi King crews. Not to forget the Shihlin member that served me with a delicious Mee Sua and XXL Chicken. Nyummm~

I admit, it was sad leaving that place. I felt like crying and I almost cried on my way home. I almost cried when I hugged Kak Yati cause we bonded well enough the whole journey I'm there. As I said it was priceless and the feelings I felt that time cannot be described in words. Only I know how I felt at the time.

*cry*

Love,

MARL!

The Natrah Tragedy and US

I have promised you guys that I'll update on Natrah Theater. Well, here goes.

On 29th November 2010, Iffah, Becka, Lynn and I had planned for a theater session at Istana Budaya to watch Natrah Theater starring the FAB Maya Karin, the FIERCE Umie Aida and the GENTLEMAN Remy Ishak. The original plan was supposed to be on Sunday night. Due to some other plans by one of us, it had to be cancelled and Monday night it is.

Lynn and I planned to meet at my house at around 6pm. I finished working at 4.00pm and took no more time to rush buying some things for myself and back home. Made myself up and waited for Lynn to appear at my door step. It was raining at the time and I knew that she will be slightly late cause you know how the traffic will be when its raining, right? Yeah... I waited and waited. She finally appeared and waited for Maghrib. Right after Maghrib we started our journey to Istana Budaya. It was a hell-of-a-jam. Federal Highway was quite bad plus the other highway which is Jalan Duta or something. That one was quite OK. Not so bad that one. When the traffic is jammed up, drivers began to become selfish, rude and ruthless. Gosh. How patient I had to be at the time. Cut through the emergency lane is NOT SEXY though you are driving a BMW!

Get back to OUR Story. Me and Lynn made it to Istana Budaya and it was my first time driving to Istana Budaya with no idea which road to use and all, at night and raining. I MADE IT! It was EASY laaa. Anyhow, we made it to Istana Budaya ON TIME! Called both the Bulats, there were not even OUT of their houses yet! Grrrr. Ok Patient patient. We went in and bought some snacks cause we were so hungry at the time. One by one went into the auditorium plus every one minute interval there'll be an announcement asking the people to go inside. Called both the Bulats again and yeah they were ALMOST there. As soon as the announcement that said 'the theater is starting', Becka called saying that they are coming-running in heels. That is truly the story of RUNNING IN HEELS. LOL. They made it! Thank God!

Went inside the auditorium. Took our seats and TAAADAAAA Theater started! The opening was STUNNINGLY BEAUTIFUL. The sets were STUNNINGLY MAGNIFICENT. The actors were STUNNINGLY TALENTED AND AWESOME. It was all worth it. Big Credits to MAYA KARIN and UMIE AIDA. Their acting were SUPERB! However, quite surprising for me seeing Maya Karin looks kinda short on stage. I was expecting her to be quite tall but she looked short on stage. I met her few times and she's quite tall compared to me like obviously. Probably she was in heels at the time. She was not wearing any shoes the whole show. What ever it is. KUDOS to Erma Fatima too for bringing an AWESOME show to the stage. And and and, I just had a crush on the lawyer (can't remember his name).

About 20 minutes after the show started, there were two women escorted from behind to our seats row. Guess who that was. Erra Fazira. We were seating in the same row as Erra Fazira, Zahida and another person, can't really see her face but bet she is among celebrities too. I was not that excited about seating the same row as them but about that lady Erra Fazira. Come one girl, don't be late to a show that might bring disturbance to other people. You just did! Improve on that aite. I know that you are not the kind of celebs that come late for any shows or even a shooting. But yes, stunningly beautiful. Not so beautiful with your fake hair though. If we ever meet again, I'll tell you that!

Next stop, MAMAK! We were starving by the time it ended. So, we headed to MAMAK near Becka's house. Had SUPPER. Sent everyone back home as usual except for Lynn though. Can't go all the way to Shah Alam cause I was dang tired by then. Her parents had to pick her up at my house. All in all, I had so much fun watching the theater and so much fun hanging out with the Bulats and Keding. Long time no see, friends!

Love,

MARL!

Awesome Cast.Awesome Story. Awesome Set

PRESENTING......

TEATER NATRAH

MAIN CAST:

MAYA KARIN & REMY ISHAK

p/s: I'll be back with the full story about the story and my story.

I Am In Dire Need

I am in dire need of someone to talk to. Gosh, how desperate I sound right now. Seriously. At this moment, as I am writing I feel like crying. Reason? I myself have no idea. Somehow, I do feel that there is something in me which is not out yet. The pressure arise when I sent a message to this 'ONE' person, but that person hasn't answered! Grrrrr... OK! Now, SLEEP!

Will I Be OK?

Will I Be Able To Sustain?

Will I Be Able To Catch Up?

Will I Be Able To Be Myself Like I was in Kuantan?

Will I Be Able to Make Friends?

Will I Be Able to Compete with Everyone Else?

Will I Be Able to Be At The Same Par as Others?

Will I Be Able to Be a Great Contender?

Will I Be Able to Step Up My Game?

Will I Be Able to Shine In Class?

Will I Be Able to Not be an Invisible Girl?

Will I Be Able to Be As Good as I Was Before?

Will I Be Able to Keep My Grades?

Will I Be Able to Join Moot Club?

Will I Be Able to be Good in Mooting?

Will I Be Able to Win Any Competition?

Will I Be Able to Speak Well in Public?

Will I Be Able to Be Great Speaker?

Will I Be Able to Be A Good Law Student?

AM I READY FOR IT?

Zouk! Partayh!!

Hey there people of the world,

How you guys doing? I am great as usual. Busy with work. Worked full-day for 3 days straight. I think I have put on weight though I am working HARD! Trust me! I did!!! It's ICE-CREAMs fault!

That's it about work.

On Sunday, I have been invited to a party at Zouk! KL which I was DAMN excited to go. Seriously, I was pretty excited about going to the party. However, I had another plan with my friends to go for Natrah Theater at Istana Budaya. We have decided that we might wanna change the date to Saturday but there were no seats left. So, I had to decide to not go to the party. Anyhow, Iffah called and said that she might wanna change the date to any other date cause she will have a family gathering on that day which is TOTALLY FINE with me. It's just that I didn't RSVP to the party and now I can't go to the party! DAMN!!! What a WASTE!!!

May I crash the party??? Pleeeaaassseeeeee~~~

Love,

MARL!

The Last Week With Them

I am going to miss Baskin Robbins and the crews.

I Find These SEXAYH!

I somehow finds these characteristics in men are SEXY :-

a) Wear spectacles

b) Have curly wavy poodle-like hair

c) With well-trimmed facial hair

d) With long side-burns ( like the second pic )

e) Hard-working ( knowing that he works two jobs)

Guy 1

There is this one guy works in Al-Ikhsan. He walks in front of BR almost everyday assuming that that is the way he use everyday to go back or something. He has this poodle-like curly little afro hair like. He is Cute!! Literally! Slightly short as a guy though but its ok!

Guy 2

A guy who works in Coffee Bean. At first look, he is not HOT. Seriously. When I get to know him, he is a good guy. He works two jobs. He works in Coffee Bean as a part-timer because his actual work is in an office somewhere in USJ. So, he'll come to work in Coffee Bean only at night shift. and and and, he has facial hair. That makes him more sexayh!

Guy 3

Last 2 weeks, a whole rugby team from somewhere (International) walked by our store and there was this one guy with hot-hot facial hair. No mustache just well-trimmed "'beard'?" attached to his side-burns. Gosh, HOT and SeXAYH! That's TWO!! I mean he is a Rugby player. Of course he's HOT!

Guy 4

I can't remember where I met this guy but he wears spectacles and as usual, CUTE!!

p/s: I love guys who will not get tired of playing with children. I find that SEXAYH too!

Love,

MARL!

Good Reputation has Gone Down

I watched the latest episode of The Amazing Race Asia season 4 yesterday. I know, its quite late to tell this. Anywho, almost everyone who watches ARA would know that Malaysia has a good reputation since Season 1. Malaysians won the First Season, Second place in the Second season and Third in the Third Season. How Ironic, right? And now, in the FOURTH season, Malaysians will not be joining the Finale anymore because both of our teams are OUT! It is sad to think it that way but we have been the strongest contenders since the first season but we are not anymore. So, I guess we should just stay out of hope the next season cause we won't be seeing anymore Malaysians joining The ARA. Because so far the sequence are,

First Season = First Place

Second Season = Second Place

Third Season = Third Place

Fourth Season = No Place

Fifth Season = Not Qualified To Be In Anymore.

Love,

MARL!

Unforgettable First Day Of Raya (Qurban)

It is my first time experiencing Raya without going back to my hometown. To be exact, it is OUR first time not going back to our hometown on Raya day. What we always do is to go back to either one of our hometowns before or on the day itself. However, it didn't go that way this Raya Haji because of me. As I said, it is OUR first time celebrating Haji Festive in KL as a family. Why I said that all this was because of me? It is because I had to work on Wednesday morning. How sad, right? I know. It is my first experience working on the first day of Hajj Festive. It was sad knowing that we were unable to go back to our hometown.

I woke up to get ready to go to work that morning and I caught the smell of Rendang from the kitchen and guess what, my mum made us Rendang and it was AWESOME! I love my mum's rendang. It was her second time making Rendang for Raya. Awesome, right? Had my good breakfast before heading to work and.... (The interesting part starts...)

I arrived at the same time as my co-worker (Kak Yati) did. Normal opening stuff we had to do. Open ice-cream counter, open counter, arrange this and that. Kak Yati searched her bag for the store keys. Check and check the keys weren't in her bag. We both panicked the hell of ourselves cause there will be two customers that will come to collect their cakes which were in the other store room which we need the keys to open the door. But, the keys were not with us. PANIC ATTACKED!! I asked Kak Yati to recall the place when she left the keys. As she took her time to recall the moments, TING! She said she might have left the keys in the store room (upstairs). We were determined to just break the door.

Kak Yati took the hammer and I took the screwdriver. At first, I went on my McGyver mode. I used card and pins to open the door. It weren't working. How frustrating. It was time to use the hammer and the screwdriver. We tried to hammer the door knob and the whole etc. We might have tried everything we could. I took of the door knob's cover, it wasn't working. At last, Kak Yati, the hero of the day, took the cloth we use to cover the cups and the hammer. Cover the door knob with the cloth and PAAAANNGGGGG!!! Door OPENED!! Yezzaaarrr~~ We should have done that from the beginning. By that time, it was 10.15am. We opened late! As soon as the door was opened, we rushed into our work-mode. Arranged everything. Money, chairs, tables, cups, spoons, carpets, scoops etc etc. At about 10.45am, both the customers came to take their cakes. OMG! Thank God everything has settled. The door, arrangements and everything. Just imagine if the customer came at the time where we haven't managed to open the door. I could not imagine that. Thank God!!!

It was a hell of experience and I'm sure that IT WILL BE REMEMBERED for the rest of my live!

Oh oh...I forgot to add another thing, it was PINK DAY that day. Again, TIRING and I went home TIRED! Had to take my shower ASAP and went to my aunty's house to celebrate Raya with them. Huh. What a TIRING day I had on the first day of Raya Hajj!

What ever it is, I Thank Allah for helping us opening the door for us. I Thank Allah for giving me the strength to work all day long. I thank Allah for giving me the time to live and I thank Allah for giving the chance to live my live and I smile because I know that Allah loves me!

Alhamdulillah!!

Love,

MARL!

Fat-Free Chocolate Pudding

I Have made a NEW Discovery

in Cold Storage yesterday.

A Fat-Free Chocolate Pudding

which is Totally AWESOME!!

It is only 80 calories per serving and made with real NONFAT Milk

Good one!!! Love love love it!

It taste like REAL Chocolate Pudding!

well, it is real but...you know what I mean!

One In A Million

I admit, it is hard to impress me with this kind of Malay songs. I mean this kind of melody. Somehow, this one managed to catch my attention and my interest. Here it is.

KeKanda Adinda by Monologue ft Atilia.

Oh Kekanda
Jangan iri hati, Dinda naik pangkat lagi
Oh Adinda
Kanda mana dengki, malah Kanda support bini

Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa
Tapi Kanda mahu segera
Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya
Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata

Dinda belum bersedia
Kanda dah beria ria
Jadi yang mana satu
Tak perlu bertengkar
Tak perlu bermasam muka

Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga, lekas cemburu buta
Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati-hati, tak rela dikongsi

Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa
Itu yang Dinda harus berwaspada
Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga
Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya

Kanda kerja malam
Dinda kerja siang
Jadi bila nak bertemu
Tak perlu bertengkar
Tak perlu bermasam muka

Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda
Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda
Oh bagaimana? Bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?
Apa keputusannya?

Oh Kekanda mari nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi
Oh Adinda mari sayang, kita cuba toleransi

Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan
Kanda polar kutub utara
Dinda kutub selatan
Komunikasi, sikap toleransi, itu yang kita perlu
Tak perlu bertengkar
Tak perlu bermasam muka

Walau kita sering dengan cara masing-masing
Kanda yang Perdana
Dinda yang Utama
Kanda segalanya
Dindalah nyawa
Kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama
Bahagia bersama
Bersama selamanya
Bahagia selama-lamanya

I Love You

'أحبك'

'我愛你'

'Jeg elsker dig'

'Ich liebe dich'

'אני אוהב אותך'

'愛しています'

'Я тебя люблю'

'Ik hou van jou'

'Je t'aime'

'당신을 사랑해요'

'Te quiero'

'Ti Amo'

'ฉันรักเธอ'

'Saya sayang awak'

'Aku cinta padamu'

No matter what race we are, what language we speak, we still mean it the same way.

'I LOVE YOU'

Confused with Forms

I Am So Confused right now

With All the Forms that I have to deal with

I Am Confused and Blank in the whole procedure.

The Signages Are There For A Reason

Hey peeps,

How you guys doing? Haven't been updating my blog for quite a while. Miss blogging actually. Everytime I come online, I will surely open blogger but without any good reasons I don't have the mood to update when actually I have a lot to talk about. Mengada, ain't it?

Today is my off-day. Thank God about that. I really need it cause my hands are not strong anymore. I mean my wrist. I went to a pharmacy the other day and met a pharmacist. I asked him about my injury and he said that I need a time-off cause I need to let the muscles relax. For that reason, I had to wear wrist support. As for now, I am not wearing it cause it is so dang tight and I can see the difference in my hand where it got all swollen cause the blood won't be able to flow properly. Can't let that happen, right? It is D-A-N-G-E-R-O-U-S.

My work days so far are going great and awesome except for the boring-ness while waiting for customers to come. Seriously, there ain't alot of shoppers at Subang Parade. It gets really frustrating sometimes cause there's this one day, our collection was only RM 900++. It wasn't even a Thousand. Far far away from our target that was 1200++. Fortunately, yesterday everything has turned around cause we have reached our target and it was far far away from the target. Thank you God! Needless to say, it was all our work well done.

Can I tell you something that I really hate while working there? I hate it when the customer come to our store and asked what is that *point* what is that *point* what is this *point*. I mean, we have prepared you with the name and the description. READ THEM! Come on, when you don't understand or maybe you want extra information then you can ask us. But, on this situation, they didn't even read the description. All they know is asking us. I was able to handle it before but now, it gets really annoying. After this, CAN YOU PLEASE READ FIRST?

Another thing that I hate is when customer come to our store and just pointed out the flavour of ice-creams that they want. The situation:

Customer A : I want that one and that one. Two scoops.

Me: Two scoops in one cup or different cups?

Customer: One cup.

Me: Ok. so, that is double scoops. What flavour?

Customer : That one and that one.

Me: This one *while pointing to the ice-cream

Customer: No, that one.

Me: Baseball Nut? *point*

Customer: No, that one.

Me: This one *point FIST* (No, I'm kidding)

You get the picture right? I mean, it will be so much easier if you tell us the name of the flavour that you want. If you don't know the name, READ THE NAME OUT LOUD! That is the reason why the names are there, that is to HELP YOU telling us what you want!

Another situation that I hate most is :-

Customer: Give me two scoops in a cup size regular (Good customer. I don't need to ask any of this anymore)

Me: Ok. Flavour Maam?

Customer : Jamoca Almond Fudge and Pralines n' Cream

Me: Ok. *scoop and scoop and scoop. put a spoon in the cup and serve*

Customer: Don't you have a cover?

Me: Oh. you want to take away?

Customer: Yes, I want to take away (with tone as if she told me before)

You see, I don't mind if the customer said it with a nice tone like 'oh. sorry. do you have a cover cause I want to take it away?". This one the way they said it is like they have told me before or they just assumed that I already know what they want. Come on, I Am NOT a mind reader. I cannot read your mind. You need to tell me what's on your mind. HELP ME TO HELP YOU! Got it?. We as the crew, we will automatically give you the flavour that you asked for with a spoon and of course the cup without cover cause we assumed that you will eat it straight away cause that's what most people do. If you want to take it away to someplace else, TELL US before we serve you, like this.

Customer: Can you give me two scoops regular in a cup and I want to take it away. thank you.

That's more like it! Easy, right? Easy for you and easier for us to do our job! Don't assume we know what you want. You are the only one who knows what you want. Don't assume that we know that.

Another thing. Can you please INCREASE the volume of your voice? You are talking as if you are talking to yourself. I CAN'T hear you!! you are talking to someone else. Let them hear you. What is the point of talking if others can't hear you, huh? Good God! It is not pleasant when we ask you what you want for so many times cause that will show that we are the ones that are not good whereas the real reason is that you whisper! Please please, let us hear out what you want.

I love it when customers come by and straight away say what they want without having us asking many questions. I don't mind asking questions, don't get me wrong but sometimes you just don't get it and it gets me annoyed. When I get annoyed, it's NOT good!

So, please. Read first. Tell us what you want with a NICE volume of your voice for us to serve you.

Love,

MARL!

Thank You, Madam!

OMG MADAM FARAH!

YOU MADE MY DAY.

YOU HAVE TURNED MY DISAPPOINTMENT DAY AROUND

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SAYING THAT!

LOVE YOU!

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Mama, I Love You

MAMA,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

MAY ALLAH BLESS YOU

HOPE YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT LIFE

TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES

TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH

SORRY FOR ANY WRONGDOINGS

SORRY FOR NOT GETTING HIGHER POINTER FOR

3RD SEM

SORRY IF I HAVE DISAPPOINT YOU IN ANY WAY

YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

TAKE CARE

LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, MAMA!

Test Your Eye

The Optical Illusion

Look at the pictures and follow the instructions.

How many legs does this elephant have?

What do you see below?

A musician or a lady? See both?

Are the lines below straight or are they curved?

Try putting a straight edge against the lines on your screen to test your conclusion.

What do you see?

A face or a word 'liar'?

Read the following passage:

Did you catch the two "The's"? Most people miss this obvious redundancy.

Look at the image

Now, look at the image upside down

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INTERNET IS BEING SUCH A TURTLE RIGHT NOW

CAN'T GO THROUGH FACEBOOK.

CAN'T GO THROUGH TWITTER

CAN'T GO THROUGH HOTMAIL.

TOLD YOU I NEED STREAMYX!

Grrr.

What is the True Meaning of Shopaholic?

I watched 'The Confessions Of A Shopaholic" today for the 1000+th times. I have no idea how many times I have watched that movie. Well, I LOVE IT! I watched it again this morning.

1. HOW MANY CLOTHES DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

2. HOW MANY BAGS DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

3. HOW MANY SHOES DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

4. HOW MANY COSMETIC ACCESSORIES DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

5.HOW MANY UNNEEDED THINGS DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

6. DID YOU BUY SOMETHING THIS WEEK ONLY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SPEND YOUR MONEY?

7. DID YOU BUY SOMETHING THAT IS NOT WORTH ITS PRICE?

THE ULTIMATE QUESTIONS IS:-

HOW MUCH DID YOU SPEND THIS WEEK?

Before that, let me tell you bits and pieces about the movie. There is a girl named, Rebecca Bloomwood who is a MAJOR shopaholic. Debts are at every side of her. She has numerous of credit cards which are mostly barred and instead of paying them, she run from paying them. One excuses by one excuses were given to the debt collector. One day, she met a guy, Luke who is her future boss at Successful Saving, an economical basis magazine. She became a well-known writer by the name Girl in a Green Scarves. She writes about financial stuff based on her own understanding that seemed to be much related to the public, therefore she became everyone's favourite. At the end, all her secrets were revealed and a fight between her and Luke, her bestfriend and herself. She realised her mistakes and sold every single item that she owned. Due to that she was able to pay the debt and be free from it once and for all. Finally, Luke and Rebecca went back together and live happily ever after (that's how it ended btw).

Rebecca is a girl who will spend on items that are unnecessary and are not required by her. She can't look at sales advertisement, she can't see anything new in store, she can't resist from swapping the credit cards at stores and etc. She will buy things for the purpose of buying things. Without paying any attention to the price tag, she swapped her card and leave the shops with happy face, however when bills arrived she cries, literally that is. Is that a true shopaholic?

I consider myself as a shopaholic. Although I did not spend thousands per week for an item but I am still a shopaholic. I rarely shop on clothes or shoes or bags but my money will still flows like nobody's business. I sometimes wonder where the money actually went missing. Seriously. You will not realised where your money actually gone to. I spent most of my money for expensive drinks. I admit, I love Coffee Bean and Starbucks. Since I began working, almost every single day I'll buy one drinks either from Coffee Bean or Starbucks. So, now I know where my money actually gone to. To The Drinks! I might not shop till I drop but I drink till my purse dropped. Will I be considered as a shopaholic then?

Love,

MARL!

Misguided Ghosts by Paramore

Misguided Ghosts Lyrics at elw

Misguided Ghosts Lyrics

1, 2, 3, 4

I am going away for a while

I'll be back don't try and follow me

I'll return as soon as possible

See I'm tryin' to find my place

It might not be here where I feel safe

We all learn to make mistakes,

And run from them

From them

With no direction

We'll run from them

From them

With no conviction

I'm just one of those ghosts

Traveling endlessly

Don't need no roads

In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life

Pain is just a simple compromise

So we can we get what we want out of it

Someone care to classify

Broken hearts and twisted minds

So i can find, someone to rely on,

And run to them

to them

Full speed ahead

Oh you are not

Useless

We are just

Misguided ghosts

Traveling endlessly

The ones we trusted the most

Pushed us far away

And there's no one road

We should not be the same

I'm just a ghost

And still they echo me

They echo me in circles.

'Sayang'

I don't know whether it is just me or I am just insensitive and not romantic or something something but the word 'SAYANG' tickles me ALOT! It really does. It annoys me, seriously. I don't like people calling me 'sayang'. I don't like to hear people call their partner 'sayang' but I am slightly OK with married couples but when a non-married couples call each other 'sayang', I think I just vomited in my mouth. I just couldn't take it in. It annoys me when a non-married couple call each other 'sayang', or 'yang'. I am so so sorry if I offended anyone in this post but this is what happened to me when I hear the word 'sayang'.

p/s: I think it started to sound 10% ok when I entered UiTM but it still affects me.

Be Pleasant All The Time

BE PLEASANT ALL THE TIME

THIS IS MY MUM'S ADVICE TO ME.

YOU WILL NOT KNOW WHERE AND WHEN YOUR LUCK IS GOING TO CHANGE

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE IN A BLINK OF AN EYE

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT IS A VERY INFLUENTIAL ONE THAT CAN GIVE YOU WORK AT HIS PLACE SOMETIME

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT MAY BE YOUR LIFE PARTNER IN THE FUTURE

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT CAN GIVE YOU PRETTY GOOD ADVICE AND CHANGE YOU.

SO, BE PLEASANT ALL THE TIME, MY MUM SAID.

YOU JUST DON'T KNOW YOUR LUCK.

IT MIGHT BE PLEASANT TO YOU IN THE FUTURE.

What Shall I Advice Him?

I have a friend who has dropped out of school this year. He is 17 and is supposed to sit for SPM this year. Unfortunately, for his own reasons he dropped out and will not be taking SPM this year. Other than dropping out of school he is also a 'mat rempit' as what they called it now. If you see him in person, you know that he is one messed up kid. I can see that since the first day I met him.

One thing I hate the most is that every words come out of his mouth are words that is either sexually related or some curse words which all of you know that they are my worst enemy. They are not my favourite words of the month. I have told him once or twice to stop saying those words but he wouldn't care so I moved on and make no further comment on his words. It is very unfortunate when one day he told me that he takes crack. I was shocked but still in total control of myself from slapping him. When I asked him 'Why in the hell that you take that thing?', he said because he was under a-lot of stress. I even asked him what kind of stress is he under, he told me family stress, money, etc.

I know that he is facing a-lot of problems. Besides his own problems, he is also facing some other problems that might not be cool to be talked about here. I know his problems and I understand truly why is he under a-lot of stress. But, that does not make it a possible reason for him to take such thing and to act as such. It is a very unmature act and it should not be dealt with that way. He told me that he took crack because that is the only way that he could think of to release all the stress that he is facing at the moment other than smoking of course. I told him to stop doing all the nonsense things that he had done before and change. I have no other advises to give to him cause I my self am not perfect and I am not going through what ever that he is going through so I have absolutely no idea what he is facing now and how it felt. But, an advice needs to be given to these kind of kids before they swerve up to the wrong ways and to a more bad situation.

When he told me all his problems and how he dealt with it, I have absolutely no good advices to give him. All I can say was he needs to stop doing all that and think about whats good for him and etc but I don't think that all of that are good advice. I need to give him more so that he will realise that all of what he did are wrong and will lead to more problems.

I told him to go back to school but he refused cause he said that school will only add to his problems. why? Because he will always become the problem for the school. That was why he quit school. I know what he meant but I still think that education is the key to succeed in life. You don't have to be super duper rich in the future but future requires us to have knowledge so that we can earn to feed ourselves everyday. What ever it is, you need some knowledge in your brain. Without any qualification, you will face a very difficult life in the future. I am not saying that with certificates, you will not go through a difficult life but at least you have something that can bring you forward.

When you think about this boy's situation, he does not have even SPM certificate. How do you think that he can maintain for the rest of his life? For the time being, he can still live with that but how about the future? I told him that but he still refused so I can't say more. Even his parents did not say anything, don't expect me as a friend to comment more about this. It is just not my rights to say something.

I will be happy if I can give him some advice even for the simplest thing that he had done. Maybe for his crack taking habit or something. I know that he can change, it is just a matter of time and when will he realise it.

"IT IS EASY TO FIND FRIENDS THAT WILL SMILE WITH YOU WHEN YOU SMILE BUT NOT WHO WILL BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE IN HARDSHIPS AND WILL CRY WHEN YOU CRY"

-MARLYSA-

Love,

MARL!

WELCOME TO D FAMILY, BABY!

I WANT TO CONGRATULATE MY DEAREST COUSIN

SITI NOORLIN KHUZAE WHO HAS SAFELY GAVE BIRTH TO HER

FIRST SON.

DATE OF BIRTH 25/10/2010

CONGRATULATIONS ALONG AND ABG HAIRIL!

LOVE! TAKE CARE OF THAT LITTLE BOY!!

Out Of My Favourites List

Hey peeps,

I don't know why I wanted to talk about this at all. I guess, its just cause I have nothing else to write on yet. The story is that I updated my phone yesterday and most of the phones nowadays, they have this favourite list right? Well, everything was gone as soon as I updated my phone. Sad to say that, there are some of the people that were in my favourite list are not in the list anymore. I AM SERIOUSLY HAD NO IDEA WHY I WROTE THIS. I felt like writing and so I wrote about this stupid thing.

Some of you might think, 'even this silly thing, you wanted to write about. Come on!'. I know..I felt the same thing too. So, I am just going to stop now.

Chiaow!

Love,

MARL!

p/s;: Still LOVING PARAMORE!

PARAMORE LIVE!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!

PARAMORE IS IN MALAYSIA!!!

LIVE ON 19/10/2010

BUKIT JALIL STADIUM

AT 8.00PM

OMG OMG OMG!

Guess what friends,

I WENT TO THE CONCERT!!!!! ARGHHHHH!! as Zul said, ' This is worth SCREAMINGGGGG FORRRRR' ARRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

It was AWESOME! I mean TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!!!!! I am so EXCITED!

At first I decided not to go cause of my work and I was quite lazy to go plus the price of ticket with me that has no money at the time. But, last minute I decided to go when I found out that I finished my shift at 4.00pm on Tuesday and I have my day-off on Wednesday. Is that the sign for me to go? TOTAL YES! So, I bought the ticket on Monday after work. Planned everything with my dearest friend, Syafiqah. I had to pick Ungku up from UM and we decided to meet at UM Bangsar gate as our meeting point but they didn't stop at the gate instead just drove out of UM and we had to meet at PETRONAS Jalan Gasing.

It was OK to meet there actually cause we were heading there anyways. Faiz 'topi' led the way to the stadium cause I had no idea how to go there. So, I followed from behind with just me and Ungku in the car while Faiz 'topi', Pika, Puts, Faiz 'specs' and Shila were in the other car which is KELISA. So, me and Ungku had a lot of space but Shila doesn't want to hop in. So, screw you! LOL! Padan MUKE kene cram kat dalam kereta kecik tuh! Well, we reached the stadium quite early actually at around 6.00pm I think. Didn't even check the watch cause was quite excited seeing the posters and all. We saw the long-train line and Shila walked in front as though she was leading us all all the way to the back of the looooooooooooooooooooooooooong line.

Me and Faiz 'topi' told the others to just stand at the side at the FRONT of the line and just CUT THE LINE and that actually WORKED WELL!!!! Thank God we did that! After a LAME PERFORMANCE from a local band, there were three ALPHARDS went into the stadium and we knew that that was paramore so we SHOUTED AND SCREAaMED our lungs out! At 8.30pm SHARP, THE SHOW STARTS!!!!!!!

AWESOME TIME AWESOME SHOW AND I LOVE HAYLEY!

After the concert, I think I just had a girl's crush on Hayley. I am SERIOUS! She is so cute Live. I don't really like her when I saw her on TV but she Is SERIOUSLY CUTE live. OMG! With her COOL RED HAIR! OMG! Ok! And and and, the guitarist is quite hot either, the name, JEREMY! Man! He is HOT too! Grrrr.....What ever it is, the show was THE BOMB! I would kill to go again.

Later after the concert, we went for dinner cause we were all starving. We went to Murni SS2. Quite a cool place to hang out. Like! Then, dropped-off Shila, Ungku, Faiz 'specs' and Puts back to their respective places. Reached home at around 1.30am. Then, still thinking about the concert and fell asleep right away.

I JUST HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH EVERYONE LAST NIGHT!

THE MOST IMPORTANT..WITH PARAMORE!!!!!

Naturally (Cover)

Can You Please 'Q' Up?

Hey,

Have you ever learned Moral Values or Civic?

Do you even know how to 'Q' up?

Grr. These people are really getting on my nerves sometimes.

Hate Hate Hate.

Plus, the people that does this is GROWNUPs

How do you expect the children will 'Q' up later on?

Man! This is NOT COOL!

Now, I know that Malaysian education on civic is not strong just yet.

Tragedi Oktober

I Am Likeable, Aren't I?

I don't know whether I am just nice or I am actually a likeable person. wee! This is self-admired post! lol.

I just received two job offers while working yesterday (Friday). One is a promoter starting december and another I have no idea what but he/she just offered me something. Man, I am quite likeable person, aren't I?

People actually noticed me although I am quite short when I stand behind the ice-cream counter. lol.

Unfortunately, I am not going to accept any of the offers one because I am not planning on working in december and another is that I NEED A TIME OFF plus, I am already working with Baskin. So, nah. Thank you anyways!

Love,

MARL!

p/s: I know I am a likeable person. Who is with me? :)

Romantic? Not Me

For what ever reason, I am not a romantic person. Romantic does not only mean towards your partner i.e boyfriends/girlfriend but also towards your parents, sisters, brothers, friends and other people. Romantic is being soft, sweet talk and you know the drill i.e sensitive, I guess. Well, that is definitely not me. I am a straight forward person. I do not know how to act sweet, gives sweet talk and lada lada. Not me! Seriously!!

OH! By the way, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WROTE THIS!

Time to stop!

Chiaow!!

10-5

10 SINCE HIGH SCHOOL

5 SINCE COLLEGE

IT IS TIME TO BREAK THE LINE!

I Want To Hold Your Hand (Cover)

Proposal

I have a proposal to be presented. This is just a thought, nothing else. I guess this should not be anything serious. I have proposal in mind that is TO NOT ALLOW SMOKERS TO GO FOR SMOKING IN THEIR COURSE OF EMPLOYMENT. For example, at my work place. Our work time is for 7 to 8 hours. Between that course of time, these smokers will go for smoking every hour or half-an-hour. If smoking only takes 30 seconds or 2 to 3 minutes, I don't think it matters but it takes longer than that. Imagine, while they are smoking, people inside that is also working will have to work on their own. If the smoker takes up approximately 4 minutes to smoke. Every half-an-hour he will go for smoking. Can you imagine how many minutes/hours that he took a day just for smoking and what malay said as 'curi tulang'. That is the perfect word I think for these kind of people.

I mean, this gets really annoying sometimes. In my situation, I am serving a customer and another customer came and at that very moment 'the smoker' asked that he wanted to go for a smoke. I mean, you have a job! Finish it first, then you can have 10 boxes and I don't care cause you want to die so much, I'll just let you be. When it affected me as a co-worker, that is when it gets really annoying. So, I think it is best if there is a rule saying that smokers can only go for a smoke during their break-time only. Not in between the hours of work but only during their break time. I mean, break time is for half-an hour. If you want to smoke so much, then use the 30 minutes time to have the whole box then leave it there. I really do think that this is an OK thing to do.

Anyone with me?

Great Feeling When You Are Being Liked and Requested For

The greatest thing and the best part of my job happened today. When you serve your customers, for sure you want them to be happy for what they are having or they requested for. So, my job is to entertain the customers on their requests and their sometimes ridiculous questions. Although, I sometimes felt like slapping one or two of them for being so annoying but that is where the test starts. I need to just entertain and what for their decision and all. It is hard sometimes.

However, today, Wednesday as some of you might know it is PINK DAY! Pink Day is one promotion day by Baskin Robbins where you get double junior scoops for only RM 7.90, banana royale and brownie ala-mode for only 12.50. Some people doesn't know about this. And so, I have to explain one by one to them. There was this one aunty came and I was the one that served her. The normal thing, greet, serve and receive payments but in between there need to be some conversation between us. I talked to her, listened to what she had to say and told her to come again next wednesday because of this promotion thingy. Guess what, SHE CAME HALF-AN Hour later and at that moment I was serving other people. Of course, my co-worker went and greet her and of course to serve her. She said she doesn't want that 'kakak' but wanted me instead to serve her. Man! How proud!!! I was kinda proud that moment because I was being requested by a customer specifically to serve her. That is kinda BIG! I am glad!

I guess, you just have to treat people nicely and people will like you. You don't have to pretend to be good. Just be GOOD I guess. Be sincere in what you do and people will notice you. Oh Oh, she promised me that she would come back NEXT Wednesday. Yeah! WE JUST HAD OURSELVES A REGULAR CUSTOMER!!! weeee~~love love!!

SO, WHOEVER READING,

COME DOWN TO BASKIN ROBBINS

TO HAVE A GREAT TASTE OF ICE-CREAM!!

Love,

MARL!