It's all about you and what you have

I am GLAD ! I am So glad!

What I'm looking for has fallen into my hands. What I want is here with me.

What is 'it'?

JOB!!!

Yes, I was looking for jobs. Looking for somekind of an internship job as it only for 2 months. Less than that I think. Finally, I made it. THANK YOU GOD for giving me this opportunity! ALHAMDULILLAH!!

I'm starting next monday. I don't know why I'm starting next monday as people usually starts working in the beginning of a month. But, What The Heck. I got it! So don't matter! First thing first, I will not get any kind of payment for this job. It is like FREE-JOB! I'm working for nothing only experience. That's my goal. to gain experience and knowledge. You know, they are difference between practical and theory. What I've learnt is only theory and that is not enough to make you understand law. That's what I was looking for 'practical' work. Practical work basically can mature you. That is the good part about it. I admit that I have none experience in office management work. Seriously!! That last job I did as in the real job was 'Translation'. Even that under the supervision of my mum. I was just assisting her. Probably jobs like real job would be cashier at my dad's petrol station but that was 5/6 years ago. Frankly speaking, I have NONE working experience. I am kinda embarrassed about that (sometimes) cause some of my friends have worked at 2/3 places for the last 1 and a 1/2 year. Plus, I have told them before that I might be working after SPM but I didn't. So, that was kinda embarrassing. Let it Go now!

Based on my observation, working experience will give many benefits for university students. Literally. I believed in that that working experience is IMPORTANT! It doesn't matter what you do. From waiter to ticket seller. You know, it does not matter as long as you work. Work will prepare you for the next stage of your lives. You will be more confident and more committed towards what you're doing. That is a good thing and that can also be used in university. I am SERIOUS! It is very useful!

Working is not just about SALARY! It is not all about the money. Young people nowdays work because they want the money. I am not denying that money is IMPORTANT but think of the other side. They gain experience and extra knowledge. They meet new people. Gain new contacts and etc. That's good! Rather than you spend your time doing nothing at home and just sleep.eat.sleep.tv.online. you better use that time outside working with benefitial things.That would be so much nicer! I admit I made that mistake when I finished SPM. I wander around doing nothing and believe me, your brain will just freeze!

And so, work post-SPM people! Get a job and an experience!

p/s: I love myself.lol!

Love,

MARL!

People See You For Who You Truly Are

A question was put forward by a person.

"How do people see us? First Impression or Our-Self?"

My answer would be "Our-Self"

I will not deny that First Impression is DAMN important in our lives. But as time pass by who you truly are is the most important part in becoming peoples' friends. It is not easy to be friended with people. I know that. We need to find someone that is same-cool-character like yours. As I said earlier First Impression is important. But, even if your first impression is DAMN good! For example, a job interview. In job interviews the most important part is the Impression the boss put towards you. That what people would say. During that interview you did WELL in impressing the boss and you are hired. Once you are hired you changed. You became lazy and etc. At that moment, First Impression will not be used anymore. Your First Impression towards your boss during the interview has no use anymore. It has no value then. What they see now is

WHO YOU REALLY ARE!

Lazy employee! People will still judge you by then. Remember, You are still being judged no matter what. It doesn't matter even if you have been there for 10 years, You will still be judged!!

Who you really are is the most important part/thing now. You need to be yourself. It is no use in being other/different people because no matter how long you try to act like a person who really aren't, you will not get there. So, just be YOURSELF! Isn't being yourself is so much easier? I would say YES. It is easier but I will tell you that it depends on how your characters are. Not everyone can be themselves in some situation. People would say that. Am I right? People would ask me. " How if my own character will just bring me to self-destruction? I don't have good personality. I don't have good attitude." Well then people. CHANGE!! Change is good. But change for the goods and not for the bads. When we change for good and use it for goods then it is good. But if it used otherwise then it'll be no use! When you change and instill it in you then it will be YOU! Next step, BE YOURSELF! As I mentioned earlier.

I hate it when a person acted as if he/she is so cool but they really aren't. They think that they are cool but honestly they are NOT! Why can't they just be themselves. Why do they have to act as if they are so cool. Cool here does not relate it to Funny, Happy-Go-Lucky, easy-to-hang-out-with. You know that kinda attitude. Cool that I am talking about here is Arrogant, Selfish, etc. That kinda attitude. Hate those people. That kinda attitude need to be changed. Immediately! They need to tone down a-bit. People don't like that kind of a person. People hate it! You know what ever it is people like Friendly people. Arrogant and selfish person will not be liked by others. Unless they have split personality. That kind of person, I don't know how to comment.

As for you (who is reading this), do not be SNOBBISH! Snobbish is not good and it is no use. Don't know what snobbish means, look into the dictionary. Again I want to stress here is BE YOURSELF! In being someone who you are not is just not that worth it! Acted like someone you are not is just not going to be useful because so long you act you will become yourself. Who you truly ARE! People will still see you for who you are. People will still judge you on how you react. People will still love you for how you be. People will still hate you for what you are hated for. So, be yourself and you will have nothing to lose! As long as you live, there will be people who are comfortable and not comfortable for who you are. No one can run from that. That is the Nature of Humankind!

p/s: Remember...Be YOURSELF!

Love,

MARL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIN!!

I WANT TO WISH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME DEARLY FRIEND

AIN SYUHADA JAMALUDDIN

MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

HAVE A BLAST YEAH!

LOVE!

I Finally Got IT!

Remember about the 'PERFECT' wedges I talked about?

Yeah. It's already in my possession.

Yaaaaaahaaaaa...

I FINALLY GOT IT!!

It's not that expensive though. That's why I bought it. It was only RM 49.90. My mum said it's expensive but what the HECK. Its below RM 50. Yeah!

In terms of perfectionism..This is not the 100% Perfect ones but it is about 75%. Love it Love 'em

I officially used it today for kenduri kahwin in Muar. By the way, I'm currently in Muar cause of relatives's wedding. So, got to come back. What I missed? A HI-TEA MEETING with my dearly beloved FRIENDs!! Sorry you guys..hope you guys have fun 'without me' :(

Next time maybe.

p/s: Me lovie lovie!

Love,

MARL

Hair Hair and Hair

I am planning to do something with my hair, ya'll.

Planning on doing whatever thing that I have been doing before..Hair Relaxing!

Know my plan? Keeping my hair LOOOONNNNNGGGGG!!!

This would be the first time I want to keep my hair long. Honestly, I have not yet have long hair before. Only shorts ones. Once it grow long I'll cut it out. Yeah! Not that comfy with long hair before. But, I WANT NOW!!!!

Miley Cyrus with long straight hair.

Carrie Underwood with long blonde and wavy end.

Mandy Moore with brunette and bangs. :)

Charlize Theron with simple medium length hair.

Hilary Duff with simple blonde medium length hair.

Activities For Today

Hey ya'll.

This is my 2nd post in a day. I know. That's LAME! Updating every little detail that I have been doing at home, here. But what the heck. I am boring and furthermore this is my blog. So, it is up to me to update or not and to update it as frequent as can. So, what have I been doing today? Let see..

I started my day with the SHAKE I've been talking about in my previous post. Wait till my brother goes to school and my mum goes working, I went downstairs and start my movie marathon with....

'MY NAME IS KHAN'

Actually, I've watched this movie for 3 times now. I LOVE this movie So Much! I can't love any other Hindi movie like this one. This movie is so different compared to any other Hindi movie you have seen. It is not only about LOVE. It is about lives of Muslim people in the United States after the 9/11. How racism can happen so fast after the incident and etc. I praised Shah Rukh Khan for his talent and for his success in this movie. He played the character so WELL till a person that does not know him would thought that he is actually having Autism. I'm SERIOUS! He plays it soo GOOD! The same credit goes to Kajol too for acting So WELL in this movie. Congratulations to Karan Johar for the WELL DONE job! For those who have not yet watch this movie, I would suggest you to get it as soon as possible. It is a MUST-WATCH movie!

'GLEE'

Next, end with 'My Name Is Khan', I went out to wash my car that got wet again right after I washed it because of rain. It's OK! At least there's no more DIRT on my beloved MATTEO! Love you MATTEO! While I'm washing my car I switched on the TV with Glee on it. This is the 2nd time I've watched the First CD of the whole season that I bought last week. I love love love. Love it Love 'em.

After the whole Disc 1 finished, it is already 6.30pm and it is time for '

'Na O Mei'

I started following in when I was in Kuantan. Everyday I went for dinner at about 6.00pm and so I started to watch it. It is a kinda cool Malay Drama. At least everyone in it can ACT. Not like any other Malay drama that has actor that cannot act. So, why would we call them actor and actresses when they cannot even ACT? huh? At least, this drama I am not Annoyed by the way they act. They are actually kinda good at it. The main actress is Elly Mazlein as Na O Mei and Adi Putra as Reza. Both of them CAN act. So that makes it OK for me to watch. But my favourite would be Nabila Huda. Boy, that girl can ACT! Just give her any character, she can pull it off. I put a BET on her! She can ACT! Good JOB! I love her acting in 'Bisikan Azazil' where she acted as a girl that changes into a Tomboy by the cause of her family matters and stuff. That was a good Telemovie. And so, I was attracted to watch this Na O Mei drama one thing because of Nabila but others was because I already watch the first 2-3 episodes so why not just continue, right?

Basically, that's what I've been doing this whole day.

See you soon.

Love,

MARL!

The Beginning of a Transformation

Hey peeps, We meet again.

For this post, the only thing that I wanted to tell all of you is that I am going on a strict food consume. As in other words, STRICT DIET! Basically what you see in the picture is the only food source that I can consume plus a 'colourful' lunch that can be anything only in small portion. As you can see in the picture, the brand is HERBALIFE. The most left is the tea that need to be consumed after every meal you have. In my case, only for lunch time. Actually I can drink it whenever I want but it is recommended to drink it after a meal. Next to it is the most important thing in my diet that is the SHAKES! Mine is Chocolate as you can see. Together with it is the soy protein source (next to it). I have to have them together at a time to get all the nutrients that I need to carry on with my daily activities. Lastly, is the bottle that I'm using to mix everything up. I just started today actually and it tastes good. Well, not as good as STARBUCKS but at least I can drink it without puking out everything back. LOL! For the second time, I did blend it together with oats. The tastes was not bad at all. I'm beginning to think that this is actually gonna work. =D.Happy for that! Seriously I AM HAPPY! =D =D =D.

Can't wait to see the results.

Love,

MARL!

The Sticker is ON!

294 is the number!

it is MARL yo!

Love it, Love 'em!

It is MidValley ya'll

You heard that right.

It is Mid Valley. What's up with Mid Valley? You would ask. Well, I went out with my Kuantan friends today. It was a Hell-Out-Of-Fun. The only sad thing is that I had to go back early just to catch a meet with my relative. Basically who went?

1. Me

2. Ras

3. Ain

4. Cartaz

5. Qida

6. Khai

No offence girls, but all of you were kinda LATE! Like really LATE! We basically agreed to meet at 11.30am but everyone came either half-an-hour later or one-hour later. I ForGiVE all of you! No worries. Me and Ras went together and so we were the earliest. We reached Mid Valley at around 11.20am, thus, we hang out in MPH. Read books. Sit on the FLOOR. Do nothing. Wander around and around MPH like 4 to 5 times until Khai arrives. As she arrives Cartaz too arrives. And so, we have 4. Around that time Qida called Khai and asked to pick her up at the Komuter station cause she doesn't know the way to MPH. And so, all of us went. That is the four-of-us. On the way, we found Ain then Qida.

As we finally gathered, we rushed to Kenny Rogers as everyone was soo soo HUNGRY! Stomach like Drilling the wall of our stomach. Ordered and Eaten. I am kinda surprised by the way Khai and Qida eats. They don't know how to be full like literally. They eat and eat until every single pieces of food on each one of us plates are empty. That is cool~ I would love to bring them for buffet. After eating, we went for Solat. After..SHOPPING! Not to a so-cool place. It's just Jusco. I bought A T-shirt. A plain black one. The main point on going to Jusco is actually to find for a perfume. I have this GUESS perfume that I want to buy. But, I can't find it till now. I am not sure whether it is not out yet here in Malaysia or what. Cause I went to the boutique but they do not sell perfumes at the boutique. And so, I have to find it somewhere else where I have no idea. It is the one thing that I really want to buy.

Move on from there, At about 3.45pm, Me and Ras had to go back. Not to go back home but I had to meet one of my relatives for settling some things that I will mention in my next post. It is something that I am kinda excited to talk about. But wait. Basically, the gathering stops SHORT! It was somekind of a brief meeting. But, I had FUN! We shall do this again and again.

The next plan I have in mind is Sunway Lagoon. That have to wait till I get every single one of them to give their confirmation.

See ya!

Love,

Marl

FRIM Day

Hey ya people,

At last, after a few months, I get to meet my cousins. I've never seen them in like ages. Gosh~ The last time we met probably in January or even before that. But I'm sure that we have not met in ages (months) Just to be exagerated. LOL! Well, I've been planning on a picnic in FRIM for my family and cousins. And so, it is finally happening. Yes, on 21st March 2010, we went to FRIM, Kepong to get our picnic thingy. Everyone gather at my place at 4.30pm and once everyone get together we start our journey to FRIM. From my house to that place it takes only about 30 minutes (if the road is not jammed up). I was leading the way with the other 2 cars behind. This is embarassing thing. The only person that knows how to get to that place is me. And so, everyone was following me. I know how to get to FRIM but the thing is I'm not sure how to get to the waterfall (in the picture). Then, the embarassing part begins. We LOST in FRIM! Like literally LOST! We had to ask someone that jogs around there for the direction to go to the waterfall. Finally, we made it!

But But But, I guess it was just NOT our luck! It RAINS! Rain drops are falling on my head. Need to be corrected. It was not RAINDROPS! It was literally RAINSPLASH!!! The rain cannot get heavier than that. It was soo heavy until we can't even jumped into the river and waterfall. Know why? We can't even see the bottom of the river and also we can't even see the rocks at the waterfall as before. Honestly, I went to FRIM before. With BONO. If I had mentioned in my blog. I guess not. Before, the water was like clear but not as good as crystal clear. But, at least CLEAR! We can see the rocks. We can play with the water. We can climb onto the rocks and sit on them. Unfortunately, we can't do that yesterday. So what did we do? We EAT and LEFT!

We didn't even play with the water. GOSH! How sad is that, huh? I want to swim at a waterfall so badly! GOSH!

I guess it was just NOT MY LUCK! Maybe some other time yeah.

But, I would like to say that I had fun meeting with my cousins. Sorry you guys but we shall plan other things! I want to play PAINTBALL! Let's go play PAINTBALL!weee~~

Love you guys,

Kak Tni, Kak Iza, Kak Tt, Kak Nana, Hafiz, Along & Abg. Iril, Aunty Noi, Mama, Papa & Akim!

p/s: Thank you for bringing all the food yeah!

Love,

MARL

Hey ya'll again,

I got to say that today has been a very tiring day in one week! The most tiring. Not to say I'm woking hard but I'm going out really HARD! Yeah.That's right. I went out for the whole day today. And guess what? I'm the one who's driving. But really, I don't really care about that part cause I Loooovvveeee Driving. So forget about the driving part. Let me tell you where have I been today.

First, at 12.00pm I went out for lunch with my mum to Subang Parade. Walked around and have our lunch then we went back at around 2.00pm.

At 3.15pm, I went to pick up Ras and went straight to The Curve. We went from The Curve to Cineleisure to Ikano back to The Curve again. Sorry Ras but we had to go to Ikano to send my pants for tailoring. Sorry again. My BAD! I bought a necklace along the way at one of the stalls at the flea market. It was only RM 23.00. I'm not sure whether it is consider as expensive or cheap for a watch-necklace. I'll put up a photo later k.

Then, we have this conversation :-

Ras : Mar, you bawak I pegi jalan-jalan tempat lain

Me : Nak pegi maner?

Ras : Tah.Maner- maner la.

Me : Tak tau lah. Pegi maner ek.

For about half-an-hour we've been walking around and thinking where to go then....

Me : U nak buat aper?

Ras : Tah. Jalan-jalan jer kot.

Me : Kiter pegi Uptown Shah Alam nak? Tapi I tak tau nak pegi sane macam maner. Jap. I tanyer my cousin.

*Ask my cousin while walking to the car which Ras had no idea where I parked it. If I leave it to her to find for the car. I don't think we'll be back by 10pm. No offence, Ras.

After few minutes and few missed calls my cousin replied. On our way to Shah Alam then.

Thank God the highway was not jammed up. At first we thought on having our dinner at a restaurant near the lake. We went to the lake but never find the restaurant. So, we headed to Section 18 and had our dinner at 'Cili Merah' restaurant.

At about 8.30pm, we were already headed to the Uptown. Walked and walked, Ras got her handphone casing which she had been looking around since The Curve ( That's the reason why she asked me to go out today).

At about 9.45pm, we were already headed home. Not too late cause Ras had to go back by 11.00pm. That's her curfew. LOL. I thought only UiTM had curfew. Actually, I do have curfew that is 'Not-Too-Late'..Well, I don't what is the time of 'Late' there but I'll figure it out whenever I go out.

Basically that's what we do today.

p/s : DAMN mosquito. Don't bite my 'tapak kaki' I'll kill you!!!

The Wedges Hunting Continues.

The hunting continues.

I still haven't get the perfect one.

Went to Subang Parade for lunch and there were some that I like.

Unfortunately, they are out of my budget.

I'm just starting so I don't need expensive wedges.

Just need the moderate prices.

If I don't like it afterward then it will not feel that wasted compared to expensive ones.

By the way, I'm going out with my bestie from Kuantan Ras Nadhirah to..

Again..Sunway Pyramid. This is my 3rd time in 3 days in a row.

Basically, Sunway is like my 2nd Home now. That would be nice, isn't it?

Yeah! So soo you soon!

IT'S FREE!!

SUNWAY LAGOON IS FREE....BUT....

ONLY AT NIGHT...

AND....ONLY ON WEEKENDS.

BUT THAT'S BETTER THAN NOTHING RIGHT?

SO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? LET'S HIT IT!

I've been planning to go with my friends but the only problem is that not everyone can join if it's at night. Not everyone is available or even permitted to go out at night. So, that's kinda pull the excitement away, don't you think?

I think the only available people will only count to 3/4. That's not fun eventhough it is actually enough to have fun but I need MOREEEE!!!!

Be alert here that not everything is free by night. You still have to pay to play with the rides. The only thing that's free is the entrance fee that might cost us RM 48 in the day. So, That's enough, right? We can just walk around and not play anything if saving money is our main intention. Right? Well, I'm still waiting on my friends to give me answers on this. If it comes too late then I think my dream will be shattered. Cheh. Konon~ Nah, that's just the metaphore to it.

Will be seeing SUNWAY LAGOON soon!

An Alone Shopping Day

Wedges that I am looking for (Not exactly as in the pics)

For the first time, I went shopping alone. Yeah. You heard that right. ALONE! Where? Sunway Pyramid. Actually, I went with a friend of mine but then he had to leave cause he has something going on. So, he basically left me alone there.Well, no offence. It was over something important. And yeah, I was alone in that big shack of Sunway Pyramid. But, I was quite glad of being alone there cause then nobody would have disturb me choosing over stuff. Furthermore, I don't quite like people with me when I'm choosing shoes cause sometimes I get a shame cause most of the time when I ask for the right size. There wouldn't be any size that fits me. So that is kinda embarassing. And so, I went looking for the shoes alone. What kind of shoes am I looking for? You know I am in the beginning of transformation. So, I am interested in finding a wedges just to gives and edge to start wearing heels. But it seems kinda difficult to find heels with my size so I would prefer to stick with wedges for a while. And so, I am looking for the right wedges. One that is not that expensive but classy at the same time. I will not say that I have man feet but my feet are not for women shoes. That's I'm sure of. Other people might have big feet just like mine. And their size would probably be like mine but the thing is mine is not for women shoes. You know women shoes have this shape that makes women feet look good. Well, mine cannot fit those shapes. So, it's gives me more difficulties in finding the 'RIGHT' shoes. It's hard you know when you go to a shop and try to ask for a shoe and at the end you cannot even fit the biggest size the shop has. And so, that is why i prefer to shop shoes alone or with only my mum cause she understands me A-LOT! Moreover, another problem, those kind of shoes that can fit me are all DAMN EXPENSIVE! They are not cheap. You are talking about Mark&Spencer, Charles Keith etc. They are expensive but that's the only choice that I got now. For me to get a pair of good wedges. Most of the cheap shops only have till size 9 while mine would probably be size 10/size 42 for women shoes. I guess I'm done talking about my shoes shopping and my frustration over that matter. I just have to let it out.

Forget about that for just a moment.Let's talk about the other activity I did. I watch a movie called

'The Lovely Bones'

as you can see in the picture.

Frankly, I love the movie soo much! Thanx Daniel for choosing that movie. I would regret it if I or you have chosen the other movie. Again I repeat. I love the movie. The story is about a girl that been murdered by one of her neighbour and neither the police nor her family get to know who the murderer is. It seems the murderer is somekind of a serial child killer. He is CRUEL. The girl named Susie Salmon was trap in the inbetween lines as believed by the christians if I'm not mistaken. It is between Earth and Heaven. Before going to the heaven you will be in the inbetween, if I'm not mistaken. And so, he watched everything that her family has gone through after her death. How miserable her mother and father could be. How the house become upside down after everyone got frustrated with each and another. How the murderer deals with her death after whatever he had done and etc. To know more and to experience the excitement, you have to watch it yourself. It is really really interesting. You will regret if you do not watch it in the cinemas. I can tell you this, it feels different when you watch it at home and if you watch it in the cinema. The AURA is different. Ask my friend. He knows. For the first time he watched it at home and then today for his 2nd time but he still feels the excitement in the show. Even better, he feels more excitement there. So, don't forget to watch it yeah.Remember..

'The Lovely Bones'

Glee FEVER~

I might have been late for this. But I am beginning to watch Glee as I have just bought the whole season DVDs. Love it Love'em.

Have not started but then I will start...TODAY! Basically Glee is like High School Musicals The Series. That's what I heard. Will update about it when I have watched it. :0

And The Holiday Starts....Now

Hey ya,

It been long since my last update. Not that I don't want to. It's just that I was not in the mood to update this blog. Just not in the mood. But now, I am in the mood.

Since my last update, what has been going on?

1. My Final is OVER! ( love it, love 'em)

2. On the 19th of February I went for Debate Competition called as Novice Competition and guess who i debated with...With the RMCs.. I am officially the first girl in RMC. That's nice.

( Kinda miss them)

3. I joined the BLM Club. It's a non-profit club that joins every BLM owners. It's good to meet new people. And my number is 294! Go 294! It's good right?

4. I got my carry marks for BEL 260 and MTC 037 which I can be proud of. :-

The main thing that I am proud of is that I am the highest in class for BEL 260 and one the highest for MTC 037 when I have beaten two of my rivals.. I hope that the final will be the same.

I'm hoping for 3.5 and above. That's how I'm going to boost my CGPA.

5. I have watched Niyang Rapik. A horror malay movie. Not that horror lorr..It's kinda funny along the way.

6. Went out with my brother yesterday to watch Alice In Wonderland. It's soo cool!

There's more I think..But can't remember all. Oh Oh~ I'm going to have a family gathering this Sunday at FRIM. Soo can't wait for it! Have not seen them in months!!! Miss them!