Test Your Eye

The Optical Illusion

Look at the pictures and follow the instructions.

How many legs does this elephant have?

What do you see below?

A musician or a lady? See both?

Are the lines below straight or are they curved?

Try putting a straight edge against the lines on your screen to test your conclusion.

What do you see?

A face or a word 'liar'?

Read the following passage:

Did you catch the two "The's"? Most people miss this obvious redundancy.

Look at the image

Now, look at the image upside down

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INTERNET IS BEING SUCH A TURTLE RIGHT NOW

CAN'T GO THROUGH FACEBOOK.

CAN'T GO THROUGH TWITTER

CAN'T GO THROUGH HOTMAIL.

TOLD YOU I NEED STREAMYX!

Grrr.

What is the True Meaning of Shopaholic?

I watched 'The Confessions Of A Shopaholic" today for the 1000+th times. I have no idea how many times I have watched that movie. Well, I LOVE IT! I watched it again this morning.

1. HOW MANY CLOTHES DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

2. HOW MANY BAGS DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

3. HOW MANY SHOES DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

4. HOW MANY COSMETIC ACCESSORIES DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

5.HOW MANY UNNEEDED THINGS DID YOU BUY THIS WEEK?

6. DID YOU BUY SOMETHING THIS WEEK ONLY BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SPEND YOUR MONEY?

7. DID YOU BUY SOMETHING THAT IS NOT WORTH ITS PRICE?

THE ULTIMATE QUESTIONS IS:-

HOW MUCH DID YOU SPEND THIS WEEK?

Before that, let me tell you bits and pieces about the movie. There is a girl named, Rebecca Bloomwood who is a MAJOR shopaholic. Debts are at every side of her. She has numerous of credit cards which are mostly barred and instead of paying them, she run from paying them. One excuses by one excuses were given to the debt collector. One day, she met a guy, Luke who is her future boss at Successful Saving, an economical basis magazine. She became a well-known writer by the name Girl in a Green Scarves. She writes about financial stuff based on her own understanding that seemed to be much related to the public, therefore she became everyone's favourite. At the end, all her secrets were revealed and a fight between her and Luke, her bestfriend and herself. She realised her mistakes and sold every single item that she owned. Due to that she was able to pay the debt and be free from it once and for all. Finally, Luke and Rebecca went back together and live happily ever after (that's how it ended btw).

Rebecca is a girl who will spend on items that are unnecessary and are not required by her. She can't look at sales advertisement, she can't see anything new in store, she can't resist from swapping the credit cards at stores and etc. She will buy things for the purpose of buying things. Without paying any attention to the price tag, she swapped her card and leave the shops with happy face, however when bills arrived she cries, literally that is. Is that a true shopaholic?

I consider myself as a shopaholic. Although I did not spend thousands per week for an item but I am still a shopaholic. I rarely shop on clothes or shoes or bags but my money will still flows like nobody's business. I sometimes wonder where the money actually went missing. Seriously. You will not realised where your money actually gone to. I spent most of my money for expensive drinks. I admit, I love Coffee Bean and Starbucks. Since I began working, almost every single day I'll buy one drinks either from Coffee Bean or Starbucks. So, now I know where my money actually gone to. To The Drinks! I might not shop till I drop but I drink till my purse dropped. Will I be considered as a shopaholic then?

Love,

MARL!

Misguided Ghosts by Paramore

Misguided Ghosts Lyrics at elw

Misguided Ghosts Lyrics

1, 2, 3, 4

I am going away for a while

I'll be back don't try and follow me

I'll return as soon as possible

See I'm tryin' to find my place

It might not be here where I feel safe

We all learn to make mistakes,

And run from them

From them

With no direction

We'll run from them

From them

With no conviction

I'm just one of those ghosts

Traveling endlessly

Don't need no roads

In fact they follow me

And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life

Pain is just a simple compromise

So we can we get what we want out of it

Someone care to classify

Broken hearts and twisted minds

So i can find, someone to rely on,

And run to them

to them

Full speed ahead

Oh you are not

Useless

We are just

Misguided ghosts

Traveling endlessly

The ones we trusted the most

Pushed us far away

And there's no one road

We should not be the same

I'm just a ghost

And still they echo me

They echo me in circles.

'Sayang'

I don't know whether it is just me or I am just insensitive and not romantic or something something but the word 'SAYANG' tickles me ALOT! It really does. It annoys me, seriously. I don't like people calling me 'sayang'. I don't like to hear people call their partner 'sayang' but I am slightly OK with married couples but when a non-married couples call each other 'sayang', I think I just vomited in my mouth. I just couldn't take it in. It annoys me when a non-married couple call each other 'sayang', or 'yang'. I am so so sorry if I offended anyone in this post but this is what happened to me when I hear the word 'sayang'.

p/s: I think it started to sound 10% ok when I entered UiTM but it still affects me.

Be Pleasant All The Time

BE PLEASANT ALL THE TIME

THIS IS MY MUM'S ADVICE TO ME.

YOU WILL NOT KNOW WHERE AND WHEN YOUR LUCK IS GOING TO CHANGE

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE IN A BLINK OF AN EYE

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT IS A VERY INFLUENTIAL ONE THAT CAN GIVE YOU WORK AT HIS PLACE SOMETIME

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT MAY BE YOUR LIFE PARTNER IN THE FUTURE

YOU MIGHT MEET SOMEONE THAT CAN GIVE YOU PRETTY GOOD ADVICE AND CHANGE YOU.

SO, BE PLEASANT ALL THE TIME, MY MUM SAID.

YOU JUST DON'T KNOW YOUR LUCK.

IT MIGHT BE PLEASANT TO YOU IN THE FUTURE.

What Shall I Advice Him?

I have a friend who has dropped out of school this year. He is 17 and is supposed to sit for SPM this year. Unfortunately, for his own reasons he dropped out and will not be taking SPM this year. Other than dropping out of school he is also a 'mat rempit' as what they called it now. If you see him in person, you know that he is one messed up kid. I can see that since the first day I met him.

One thing I hate the most is that every words come out of his mouth are words that is either sexually related or some curse words which all of you know that they are my worst enemy. They are not my favourite words of the month. I have told him once or twice to stop saying those words but he wouldn't care so I moved on and make no further comment on his words. It is very unfortunate when one day he told me that he takes crack. I was shocked but still in total control of myself from slapping him. When I asked him 'Why in the hell that you take that thing?', he said because he was under a-lot of stress. I even asked him what kind of stress is he under, he told me family stress, money, etc.

I know that he is facing a-lot of problems. Besides his own problems, he is also facing some other problems that might not be cool to be talked about here. I know his problems and I understand truly why is he under a-lot of stress. But, that does not make it a possible reason for him to take such thing and to act as such. It is a very unmature act and it should not be dealt with that way. He told me that he took crack because that is the only way that he could think of to release all the stress that he is facing at the moment other than smoking of course. I told him to stop doing all the nonsense things that he had done before and change. I have no other advises to give to him cause I my self am not perfect and I am not going through what ever that he is going through so I have absolutely no idea what he is facing now and how it felt. But, an advice needs to be given to these kind of kids before they swerve up to the wrong ways and to a more bad situation.

When he told me all his problems and how he dealt with it, I have absolutely no good advices to give him. All I can say was he needs to stop doing all that and think about whats good for him and etc but I don't think that all of that are good advice. I need to give him more so that he will realise that all of what he did are wrong and will lead to more problems.

I told him to go back to school but he refused cause he said that school will only add to his problems. why? Because he will always become the problem for the school. That was why he quit school. I know what he meant but I still think that education is the key to succeed in life. You don't have to be super duper rich in the future but future requires us to have knowledge so that we can earn to feed ourselves everyday. What ever it is, you need some knowledge in your brain. Without any qualification, you will face a very difficult life in the future. I am not saying that with certificates, you will not go through a difficult life but at least you have something that can bring you forward.

When you think about this boy's situation, he does not have even SPM certificate. How do you think that he can maintain for the rest of his life? For the time being, he can still live with that but how about the future? I told him that but he still refused so I can't say more. Even his parents did not say anything, don't expect me as a friend to comment more about this. It is just not my rights to say something.

I will be happy if I can give him some advice even for the simplest thing that he had done. Maybe for his crack taking habit or something. I know that he can change, it is just a matter of time and when will he realise it.

"IT IS EASY TO FIND FRIENDS THAT WILL SMILE WITH YOU WHEN YOU SMILE BUT NOT WHO WILL BE WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE IN HARDSHIPS AND WILL CRY WHEN YOU CRY"

-MARLYSA-

Love,

MARL!

WELCOME TO D FAMILY, BABY!

I WANT TO CONGRATULATE MY DEAREST COUSIN

SITI NOORLIN KHUZAE WHO HAS SAFELY GAVE BIRTH TO HER

FIRST SON.

DATE OF BIRTH 25/10/2010

CONGRATULATIONS ALONG AND ABG HAIRIL!

LOVE! TAKE CARE OF THAT LITTLE BOY!!

Out Of My Favourites List

Hey peeps,

I don't know why I wanted to talk about this at all. I guess, its just cause I have nothing else to write on yet. The story is that I updated my phone yesterday and most of the phones nowadays, they have this favourite list right? Well, everything was gone as soon as I updated my phone. Sad to say that, there are some of the people that were in my favourite list are not in the list anymore. I AM SERIOUSLY HAD NO IDEA WHY I WROTE THIS. I felt like writing and so I wrote about this stupid thing.

Some of you might think, 'even this silly thing, you wanted to write about. Come on!'. I know..I felt the same thing too. So, I am just going to stop now.

Chiaow!

Love,

MARL!

p/s;: Still LOVING PARAMORE!

PARAMORE LIVE!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!

PARAMORE IS IN MALAYSIA!!!

LIVE ON 19/10/2010

BUKIT JALIL STADIUM

AT 8.00PM

OMG OMG OMG!

Guess what friends,

I WENT TO THE CONCERT!!!!! ARGHHHHH!! as Zul said, ' This is worth SCREAMINGGGGG FORRRRR' ARRRRGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

It was AWESOME! I mean TOTALLY AWESOME!!!!!!!! I am so EXCITED!

At first I decided not to go cause of my work and I was quite lazy to go plus the price of ticket with me that has no money at the time. But, last minute I decided to go when I found out that I finished my shift at 4.00pm on Tuesday and I have my day-off on Wednesday. Is that the sign for me to go? TOTAL YES! So, I bought the ticket on Monday after work. Planned everything with my dearest friend, Syafiqah. I had to pick Ungku up from UM and we decided to meet at UM Bangsar gate as our meeting point but they didn't stop at the gate instead just drove out of UM and we had to meet at PETRONAS Jalan Gasing.

It was OK to meet there actually cause we were heading there anyways. Faiz 'topi' led the way to the stadium cause I had no idea how to go there. So, I followed from behind with just me and Ungku in the car while Faiz 'topi', Pika, Puts, Faiz 'specs' and Shila were in the other car which is KELISA. So, me and Ungku had a lot of space but Shila doesn't want to hop in. So, screw you! LOL! Padan MUKE kene cram kat dalam kereta kecik tuh! Well, we reached the stadium quite early actually at around 6.00pm I think. Didn't even check the watch cause was quite excited seeing the posters and all. We saw the long-train line and Shila walked in front as though she was leading us all all the way to the back of the looooooooooooooooooooooooooong line.

Me and Faiz 'topi' told the others to just stand at the side at the FRONT of the line and just CUT THE LINE and that actually WORKED WELL!!!! Thank God we did that! After a LAME PERFORMANCE from a local band, there were three ALPHARDS went into the stadium and we knew that that was paramore so we SHOUTED AND SCREAaMED our lungs out! At 8.30pm SHARP, THE SHOW STARTS!!!!!!!

AWESOME TIME AWESOME SHOW AND I LOVE HAYLEY!

After the concert, I think I just had a girl's crush on Hayley. I am SERIOUS! She is so cute Live. I don't really like her when I saw her on TV but she Is SERIOUSLY CUTE live. OMG! With her COOL RED HAIR! OMG! Ok! And and and, the guitarist is quite hot either, the name, JEREMY! Man! He is HOT too! Grrrr.....What ever it is, the show was THE BOMB! I would kill to go again.

Later after the concert, we went for dinner cause we were all starving. We went to Murni SS2. Quite a cool place to hang out. Like! Then, dropped-off Shila, Ungku, Faiz 'specs' and Puts back to their respective places. Reached home at around 1.30am. Then, still thinking about the concert and fell asleep right away.

I JUST HAD AN AWESOME TIME WITH EVERYONE LAST NIGHT!

THE MOST IMPORTANT..WITH PARAMORE!!!!!

Naturally (Cover)

Can You Please 'Q' Up?

Hey,

Have you ever learned Moral Values or Civic?

Do you even know how to 'Q' up?

Grr. These people are really getting on my nerves sometimes.

Hate Hate Hate.

Plus, the people that does this is GROWNUPs

How do you expect the children will 'Q' up later on?

Man! This is NOT COOL!

Now, I know that Malaysian education on civic is not strong just yet.

Tragedi Oktober

I Am Likeable, Aren't I?

I don't know whether I am just nice or I am actually a likeable person. wee! This is self-admired post! lol.

I just received two job offers while working yesterday (Friday). One is a promoter starting december and another I have no idea what but he/she just offered me something. Man, I am quite likeable person, aren't I?

People actually noticed me although I am quite short when I stand behind the ice-cream counter. lol.

Unfortunately, I am not going to accept any of the offers one because I am not planning on working in december and another is that I NEED A TIME OFF plus, I am already working with Baskin. So, nah. Thank you anyways!

Love,

MARL!

p/s: I know I am a likeable person. Who is with me? :)

Romantic? Not Me

For what ever reason, I am not a romantic person. Romantic does not only mean towards your partner i.e boyfriends/girlfriend but also towards your parents, sisters, brothers, friends and other people. Romantic is being soft, sweet talk and you know the drill i.e sensitive, I guess. Well, that is definitely not me. I am a straight forward person. I do not know how to act sweet, gives sweet talk and lada lada. Not me! Seriously!!

OH! By the way, I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WROTE THIS!

Time to stop!

Chiaow!!

10-5

10 SINCE HIGH SCHOOL

5 SINCE COLLEGE

IT IS TIME TO BREAK THE LINE!

I Want To Hold Your Hand (Cover)

Proposal

I have a proposal to be presented. This is just a thought, nothing else. I guess this should not be anything serious. I have proposal in mind that is TO NOT ALLOW SMOKERS TO GO FOR SMOKING IN THEIR COURSE OF EMPLOYMENT. For example, at my work place. Our work time is for 7 to 8 hours. Between that course of time, these smokers will go for smoking every hour or half-an-hour. If smoking only takes 30 seconds or 2 to 3 minutes, I don't think it matters but it takes longer than that. Imagine, while they are smoking, people inside that is also working will have to work on their own. If the smoker takes up approximately 4 minutes to smoke. Every half-an-hour he will go for smoking. Can you imagine how many minutes/hours that he took a day just for smoking and what malay said as 'curi tulang'. That is the perfect word I think for these kind of people.

I mean, this gets really annoying sometimes. In my situation, I am serving a customer and another customer came and at that very moment 'the smoker' asked that he wanted to go for a smoke. I mean, you have a job! Finish it first, then you can have 10 boxes and I don't care cause you want to die so much, I'll just let you be. When it affected me as a co-worker, that is when it gets really annoying. So, I think it is best if there is a rule saying that smokers can only go for a smoke during their break-time only. Not in between the hours of work but only during their break time. I mean, break time is for half-an hour. If you want to smoke so much, then use the 30 minutes time to have the whole box then leave it there. I really do think that this is an OK thing to do.

Anyone with me?

Great Feeling When You Are Being Liked and Requested For

The greatest thing and the best part of my job happened today. When you serve your customers, for sure you want them to be happy for what they are having or they requested for. So, my job is to entertain the customers on their requests and their sometimes ridiculous questions. Although, I sometimes felt like slapping one or two of them for being so annoying but that is where the test starts. I need to just entertain and what for their decision and all. It is hard sometimes.

However, today, Wednesday as some of you might know it is PINK DAY! Pink Day is one promotion day by Baskin Robbins where you get double junior scoops for only RM 7.90, banana royale and brownie ala-mode for only 12.50. Some people doesn't know about this. And so, I have to explain one by one to them. There was this one aunty came and I was the one that served her. The normal thing, greet, serve and receive payments but in between there need to be some conversation between us. I talked to her, listened to what she had to say and told her to come again next wednesday because of this promotion thingy. Guess what, SHE CAME HALF-AN Hour later and at that moment I was serving other people. Of course, my co-worker went and greet her and of course to serve her. She said she doesn't want that 'kakak' but wanted me instead to serve her. Man! How proud!!! I was kinda proud that moment because I was being requested by a customer specifically to serve her. That is kinda BIG! I am glad!

I guess, you just have to treat people nicely and people will like you. You don't have to pretend to be good. Just be GOOD I guess. Be sincere in what you do and people will notice you. Oh Oh, she promised me that she would come back NEXT Wednesday. Yeah! WE JUST HAD OURSELVES A REGULAR CUSTOMER!!! weeee~~love love!!

SO, WHOEVER READING,

COME DOWN TO BASKIN ROBBINS

TO HAVE A GREAT TASTE OF ICE-CREAM!!

Love,

MARL!

Friends Are Like Diamonds

Friends are like DIAMONDS

If we didn't know that they are diamonds, we would throw them away.

That's how friends are.

If we don't know how they are or who they are really, we wouldn't love them for who they are.

Friends are like DIAMONDS

Diamonds don't come out shiny and beautiful when people discover them

Same goes to friends, if we did not explore their character we wouldn't know whether its beautiful and shiny.

Friends are like DIAMONDS

The more we scrub and clean them, they will come out shiny and charming

Same goes with friends, the more we know them the more we love them for who they are

Friends are like DIAMONDS

Diamonds can cut glass and that is the only way to cut a hard glass.

Same goes with friends, they can hurt our feelings and the most hard-hearted people can get hurt too.

Friends are like DIAMONDS

Diamonds make a girl and the boy happy.

Same goes with friends, both girl and boy will be happy when they are with friends!

The end of it,

I LOVE EVERYONE!

Girls Day Out

Hello people of the world.

I am so glad that I had my off-day today cause I had fun with ma girls. wee~ Lynn shocked me when she called at 9am and said that she was already in front of my house. I had to ask my mum to open the gate for her cause I couldn't get up this morning. She came into my room and I straight away jumped back onto my bed. I just couldn't get up. I guess I need more time to sleep. *like*

At around 12pm I had to send my brother and my mum to their respectives places to be and went straight to Taman Jaya LRT station to pick up two BULAT twins. That's what they call themselves by the way. From PJ we went to One Utama to wander around and around and around. I had a birthday surprise for Iffah that was the Baskin Robbin Ice-cream cake. OMG! I loved her face when she saw the cake. The best part was that she was bullied by the waiter. She had to say something like a speech thanking everyone. It was hilarious but I just smiled. The cake was awesome, the food was awesome, the activities were OK! Not that great. Normal girl stuff in a shopping mall you know, what else other than Shopping! And yes, plus, movie. We watched the Wall Street. It was an OK Serious movie. There were parts that I just couldn't help myself from closing my eyes and just sleep but there were parts that were kinda interesting. So, it was an OK movie. Not great!

By the time the movie ended, everyone was kinda hungry. Iffah, Lynn, Chi and her friend went to pray. Me and Becka, we again wander around while waiting for them. It was interesting to be walking with Becka cause she is a bubbly person. And yes, she wanted to change her style which I don't think its necessary. Apparently, her style now is flowery and cute and sweet and she wants to change it. I mean, you don't have to girl. That is YOU! Because of that, every shop that we went in, the first thing that caught her eyes will be blouses, dresses or clothes as stated above. So, that is HER! Well, as everyone had settled their deal, so we decided to go for dinner.

I suggested the Uptown, Unfortunately, there was no parking and the place was kinda crammed up. So, I decided that we go to the lake restaurant near my house. We had our dinner and we stopped for a while at my house cause everyone was holding their bladder and so, I said let's go to my house and empty your bladder. lol! We hang around for a while. I can say that they had fun with my brother. Hakim, you were famous tonight! Well, look whose brother he is, right? lol. Sharp at 10pm, we were heading towards Shah Alam. This was where my duty started.

First pit stop, Chi's house. Second pit-stop, Stadium to send back Becka and Iffah cause Iffah's brother was there and Becka will follow them. But, we waited for a few minutes and we decided to send Lynn first cause Iffah's brother was not there yet. So, the third pit-stop was Lynn's house. Then, back to the stadium. Send off Iffah and Becka. Then, I am HOME!

I was so happy back then. Seriously girls, I had fun with all of you. Love! For Iffah again.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

HOPE YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT LIFE AHEAD

MAY GOD BLESS YOU!

LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!

Love,

MARL!

Like Like Like

Hey peeps,

I just finished watching the Oprah show with their guests the SMITH family. And guess what, I have never knew that Will Smith had two sons. Of course, Jaden is his son but I never knew that there is another one HOTTER than Jaden. lol. Yeah, he is Will's first child. Presenting TREY SMITH. A football player and he is kinda hot. In this picture, he is not that hot but in the show just now, He was! So, yeah! LIKEY!!

Can you see the resemblance of Will and Jada?

Love,

MARL!

No Wonder They Grew Up That Way

Honestly,

I have no idea what is the use of VULGAR words. I.E : Idiot, moron, bangang, bongok, bodoh, stupid, etc (you know the drill). We kept asking ourselves, why are teenagers nowadays love to use vulgar words to express their feelings. The most famous would be 'Fuck' or 'Shit'. These two words are used by almost every teenagers or we call them young person (below 30) nowadays. What are so special about these words. I am quite OK with the some situations like you talk to yourself or to your friends. That is acceptable for me. But, when you use all these vulgar words towards children or even worse YOUR OWN CHILD, that is NOT COOL parents!

The whole day I am working today, I saw these situations happened many times in front of my eyes and more specific, THE CASHIER. Parents calling their children STUPID or IDIOTS. How on earth can you call your children that. If your children talk to you by using vulgar words, I bet you will be standing on your chair with a hanger by then but have you ever thought that YOU YOURSELF taught these words to your kids, PARENTS?!

I mean, enough is enough. You can scold your kids but NOT using these words. There are other ways to make them respect you and listen to you but not by calling them stupid or idiots. Parents, have you thought about what is going to happen to your kids once they grow up? They live with vulgar words, the use vulgar words, at the end, THEY BECOME A PERSON WITH SUCH VULGARITY (If there's any).

I AM NOT A SUPPORTER OF VULGAR WORDS (especially to KIDS)

The Fashionistas

Loving the Show

Loving the case

Loving the story

Loving everything about it!

It is getting more and more exciting and they are truly

FASHIONISTAS!!!

Crap Little White Thing

Its just ain't working that well these two days.

Hate it when it went slow

Hate it when it went to the limit

Hate it when it doesn't let me comment anything on facebook

Hate it when everything is such a slow-bummer.

Gosh.

Pa, WE NEED STREAMYX!

First Day At Work

Hey peeps,

I just came back from 'WORK' (love to say that. it makes me look more mature). Well, yes. I just came home at 12.00am from work. Surprised? That is the cause of it when you get the closing shift. Unfortunately, I have to be at the closing shift again tomorrow and for Saturday and Sunday I'll be working FULL DAY! Gosh, I wonder how it will go! Even today, the half day shift I am like this..Tired! I wonder what is it like on Saturday and Sunday. Hurmmmm...We will see, ya!

So, today at work was quite fun. Learnt few new stuff. It was not-a-good-timing for my first day cause the manager came to the store and asked us-the crew to do many many stuff. If he did not show up, the closing will be easier. But then, he did show up. So, we had to do many many stuff and that was one of the reason why I came home really late.

Normal thing happened as a crew for an ice-cream shop. Serve people ice-cream, smile and greet and all and all. You know the drill. Yes, it was an eight hours standing and smiling and greeting and scooping. One thing for sure, the scooping thing is NOT EASY!!!! So, if you happen to go to an ice cream shop, DO NOT laugh at the crew just because he or she give your ice cream later. IT IS NOT EASY, I tell you. It might seem easy but it's not. So, bear with us, yeah!!!

So, I think that is the end of it. I promised I would write as soon as I get back home after work and that is DONE! So, now. Chiaow!!

Love,

MARL!

Nervous

A Few more minutes before I am going to start my job. I am Nervous for the dummest reaason of all. I am quite new for this. I don't know what to expect from the place and I have no idea how it'd work. The places that I have worked before has no protocol. There was no formal procedures and all. I can start and leave early if I wanted to but this one. Everything is according to order and rules. I hope I can make it this time and not give up that easily. Please. I am not a quitter so don't quit your job because you want to for fun. Take this as an opportunity to meet new people, to gain new experience and to see my self growing up. This is what we called as SELF -MOTIVATION, ladies and gentlemen!

I'll see you guys tonight!

Love,

MARL!

p/s: WISH ME LUCK!!

New Phase For My Life

I am now getting ready for a new phase of my life.

My first phase of higher education is D-O-N-E that is the Foundation Program in Law. I am grateful that I get to finish it with happy heart and cool friends with great memories. It is the one phase that will never be forgotten. Almost everyone will go through the same phase. The lucky ones I guess, we friends, WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES! Be grateful for what you have achieved. Think about the not-so-lucky-ones. They did not even get the chance to further up their studies. So, please be grateful. As I said, I have finished my first phase of higher education. I am now waiting to get to the next phase of higher education that is phase two - degree.

Am I ready for it? If everything goes smoothly and according to plan, I will be continuing my studies in Shah Alam for Degree in Law. However, if God decided to test me more, He might not give me the chance to further my studies in law then it is His will but I prayed alot that that will never have to happen cause then I will be DEVASTATED! Based on stories from the seniors, life in Shah Alam is quite difficult and hectic. Well, it is college life after all. That is the norm of it. Without hectic lifestyle, they ain't university students, that's for sure. So, Am I ready for that challenge?

Before we go further on the phase two of my education, this is something new that I will be doing. Maybe some of you knew that I had worked before. Although it was unpaid work but it was still a job to do. Fortunately, the pay-thing has changed. I am going to start working tomorrow. Thank God, I finally got a job. Without a job I don't think I'll survive at home. Imagine, I had wasted lots and lots of months doing nothing at home. I have wasted three to four months back when I have just finished SPM awaiting to enrol in a university and another three months between second and third semester. Although I worked for a while during that time but I still think that I have just wasted that holiday by doing absolutely nothing. So, I told my mum that I don't want to waste anymore time this holiday. I need to get out of the house and meet people plus gain some experience. I need that and I want that.

My dad offered me to work at his place right after I applied for a job. I got the feeling that he is not ready to see me working. Same goes to when he visited me almost every week when I was back in Kuantan. I have the feeling that he has a hard time to believe that I am finally growing up. Most of the parents will think that, don't you think? I know that he took the news that I wanted to work with heavy heart but he just have to cause he has to know that I am not seven anymore. I admit that I am one kid that is still relying on her parents. I am not some independent kid that can survive without her parents. I need them cause I know I need them. Got it? Due to that, I need to at least train my self although for just two months, to step up and live my life on my own. Try to gain money with my own perspiration and effort. I need to know whether I can or cannot survive without my parents.

Yes, I am nervous about going to work tomorrow. Yes, I am starting tomorrow. Why? Because this is the FIRST ACTUAL job that I am doing. The last two jobs that I did before were not that serious of a job. The first was a cashier at my dad's office so that was not giving me pressure at all. Second job was an assistant clerk at a law firm which I did not get paid so that was not an actual job. This one is an actual job where I get paid for my performance. So, this is kinda big deal for me. I can say that this is my FIRST JOB ever! Plus, I know that my dad is not 100% agreed with me. (even my mum told me that)

Let me tell you what I would be missing as soon as I accepted the job offer.

1. Mahathir The Musical

2. Paramore concert

3. Genting Highland for holiday

4. Sarawak to visit Sharonica

5. Singapore with friends

6. Iffah's open house

7. An event with BLM club members

8. Universal studio with family

9. Holiday plans with family

10. Holiday plans with cousins.

These are all what I am going to miss if I am working. Is it worth it?

Love,

MARL!

Baskin Robbin It Is

It's BASKIN ROBBIN, ya'll

See ya there!

Have A Nice Day (Cover)

First time singing the song and recorded it!

p/s: HAVE A NICE DAY, ALL!

Happy Day Happy Life Happy!

Who is Happy now? Who is so Happy until you want to just kiss everyone? Literally.

I am saying this is not because I am too over excited. I am just fine today. Nothing bizarre happened until I want to kiss everyone because I was too happy. Nothing like that. My feeling is NORMAL today. Not that happy not that sad not that excited over things and others. It's in a NORMAL par.

My brother had his music concert today. Congratulations little brother you did it. Let me tell you, he and his friends were so cute on the stage playing the piano. Seriously, CUTE! With formal attire -guys and gals with dresses. It was so CUTE! He played two songs with piano, one song with the other a symphony and another song- singing with all the students. Seeing those little cutie tiny kids reminded me of myself back then cause I was so cute! (ok, perasan time). But, I am not kidding. I was cute before. Hold on, let me change the sentence there. Not 'was' it's 'am'. That means I am still cute! LOL. (ok now I sound like Iffah). But, it's true though! WTV!

And so, I was so happy seeing my brother on stage and played the piano well. Happy Happy!

Next story, I am going to tell you the story once everything is settled. For the moment, it is not settled yet so I can't tell you anything bout it. Just wait and see.

P/s: I know most people don't like hearing about this. But I seriously can't wait for my examination results.

Love,

MARL!

Be Yourself Before You Want To Be Others

I truly believe that the best thing to do for others to like you is being yourself. It will not work if you are trying to be someone else or even trying to pretend to be someone else. That trick will not work. Others like you for who you are. If they don't like you so be it. There is not a single rule in this world saying that you need to be liked by every single person on earth. So, you can't satisfy everyone and ever single human being in this world. So, be nice to those who are comfortable with you and try to be close to people that is getting to know you but do not push yourself too hard for people who really don't like you. Believe me, everytime you act like yourself there will be someone that will not be satisfied with who you are and how you react in some situation. Eventhough that person showed that he/she like you but you will never know, right? There is always a possibility that the person is only acting that he/she likes you. So, BE IT! Nothing to worry about. You are you.

Do not change youself just because you want to satisfy others cause the end of the day the person that you need to satisfy is yourself. If you are not comfortable with yourself, others will not too. So, be who you are and never change it for others will.

Love,

MARL!

Bully Time

Hey Hey Hey,

Have You Ever Felt The Excitement of Bullying a person? Well, I have! Just now. It's not directly but It's Facebook bully! Love love~ Who am I bullying? Definitely the Bulat Iffah!! lol.

It is now a battle between

MARL & GPAH vs BECKA & IFFAH

*look at the picture above.

A Terrible Friend I Am

Hey peeps,

I have not been writing this in a long time, have I? I'm sorry. With all the examination pressure, studies, hectics, chaos and everything. I just could not pour out ideas to write something for my blog. I admit, everytime I go online, blogger will be my third page to open and right there and then I'll click on the new post button but I just could not write and I have no idea why. As for today, thank god there is something that I can talk about.

Examination is OVER, Foundation is OVER, Kuantan is OVER, PRE-LAW life is OVER. I want to say to myself. CONGRATULATIONS! It is done. The foundation life is done as for now. Sweet, terrible, sour, happy, sad etc memories are going to be missed. Lecturers, Hostel, My bed, Friends, ECM, Mega are also going to be missed. Staying from hotel-to-hotel (my parents) are also going to be missed-ALOT! Seriously, I have not missed Kuantan before. You know, previous semester break and all. I did not miss Kuantan at all. I was really happy back in KL. However, now I do miss Kuantan. Miss everything there. I really do. But, it is OVER. I will be back someday. I promise.

First day back I started my whole routine all over again. That is sending my brother to school and my mum to work. That goes every single day. On weekends, shopping and flow out the cash. Ka-Ching! Not good! So, I was thinking about changing that whole routine for this break. I am going to look for a job so that money will keep coming in although there will be money going out. Indirectly, saving my time sending my brother and my mum and get to socialize around. Compared to the previous break, I was like a person that is so-not-socialize. I'm not out and meeting people and all. So, I was bored. My brain was not working at the time. It's like a frozen meat. You ask me a question I can't answer it right away. That's how bad it was. So, I want to change that this break. Change people Change!

That is my first goal this holiday. My next goal is to travel. I think I posted a post before about me and travelling. I love to travel. Travelling is my IT thing you know. The only problem now is money. Money is the one thing that kept me away from travelling and of course my parents permission. That is like 'OBVIOUSLY'. So, I was planning with my friends on going to Penang, Sarawak and Singapore. So, to those people who I made plans with can you guys please confirm cause I am really eager to go!

Third goal is to **** ****** **** * ** (You figure it out)

End with my goals. Let's talk about what happened today. I had my 'open house' thingy today. It was meant for family thing but I decided to invite my UiTM friends. Unfortunately, I did not see a 'face' at my house today. A little frustrated but there's always next time for everything but I am not sure there is a next time. So, yeah. Thank God everything went smoothly and nicely with all family members. Was Fun! and vavaVoom with everyone. Love Love them. So, I spent sometime to work out something with them and I really hope that it'll go well and it will be successful! I really do hope that. Please~~ I can't handle anymore failure! I heard my cousin is going to Bali, Indonesia next week. That is soo soo nice! I wish I can go Bali again weyh! It is the nicest place in Indonesia. It is so different compared to other cities there. There is no chaos with people selling you things and all. It is a really nice place to go for a holiday. I want to go to Bali too!!

Oh, btw, anyone care to join for Paramore? Lets!

I have written much in this post. It's time to end this post. I wish everyone A Healthy Body! lol

Love,

MARL!